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{/Well... --

Sunday, January 31, 2010 ( 12:48 PM )

Shall we dance?

Grieverez V'Zeulz

{/09' to 10' ... 20 isn't so great after all --

( 3:00 AM )

Ok ... sorry it's been ages since I've last Updated..

Lets.. see...

Last I remember I was enjoying the end of my 09' and then I was thinking that

this year 2010, it would be better... well.. it hasn't be great so far...

Don't let this smile deceive you..

My idea of a good year would be to do something worthwhile.. Didn't happen yet

My idea of a good year is that I might start off to a great jump in school... Didn't happen at all

My idea of a good year was to get in touch with a more sensitive side of myself to open up to someone I love... has Yet to happen I guess

My idea of a good year would be to just maybe make friends in my new class... Hasn't happened much...

It seems so difficult for some reason for everything..

No wait just before you go saying Greg things take time or things will work out DON'T

Just DON'T because that's not what I need right now

What I need is time to spend with someone, time to brush up on my dance skills and become better, a clear head to my research and maybe some company, to be able to just explode whatever is in my head into the rest of my body because I have so much to say and do and so little time before NS left...

NS is not the end of the world I know.. but it's somewhat an end to my youthfulness that's for sure... I have other goals in life that will sure to be unveiled after NS and that would last most likely the rest of my life... and so I want to focus on this now.. and maybe carry on some of these goals to the future...

I have so much more to say I guess..

And soo many people I'd love to just erase from my thoughts and life...

But.. I won't...

I'll just continue being what I can be.. I'll do things the way I want to

and I'll just make things up as long as I can think and make judgments... these judgements may not always be right but they sure as hell won't be wrong also...

As such... I'm going to abandon everything that has brought me down so far... and just focus on what I have to do to do as much as I can... and whatever people want from me.. I'll just give.. be it in design, expectations and life.. I'll just give till I have nothing left to give and then I'll just say goodbye and .. well I'll make it up as I go along I guess

the bottom line is .. 09' to 10'... 20 isn't so great after all..

Regards

Grieverez V'Zeulz

PS If you're gonna comment in my tagboard based on trying to make me feel better... forget it... try somethin' else...

PSS I might be revisiting my Emo Years...

PSSS I feel so sad right now it hurts inside... :.{

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