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Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty

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Sunday, June 28, 2009 ( 11:29 PM )

I've got to some thinking and realised... hmmm... I'm contradicting myself once again...

I remember writing a post about relationships once this year...

It was talking about how I'd prefer to date someone i've gotten to know as friends first.. you knw.. I think that that is the best...

I've realised the benefits there are to getting to know someone before actually dating them.. that is you don't feel that you have to rush things, everything either works out or doesn't and if it doesn't to heck with it, there's nothing wrong, we can still be friends... =]

That's why I now remember that staying true to friends is important because they know you better, they can help you better and as the lucky suggest... It's lucky to be in love with your best friend because you can actually understand them better than yourself and vice versa..

I think that's the greatest relationship... =]

V'ZeuLKiD

{/270th and a Dedication --

( 3:12 PM )

My Tribute from my 270th Post... TO you Michael!

V'ZeuLKiD

PS.. Live on In Heaven..

{/ --

( 2:21 PM )

Ok I'll update for the sake of having to update.. hahkz

Well.. I guess..

I'm quite sad that MJ is gone.. been watching all his videos from the past..

I realised how's he's affected me growing up.. MJ is like my older brother in some ways that I lost contact with until I heard about his death.. and now I'm quite sad..

I mean this guy practically made a song that became my FIRST every favourite song..

It's that song you're listening to right now.. hakz

AND...

right now.. that's the only song that matters in my life because it plays tribute to a great singer/performer that no one will be able to live up to in my life..

MJ you will always be the best!

Now lets just take some time to concentrate on some other things..

Went out yesterday.. and the day before and the day before..

I've been going out NONSTOP sia.. omg.. it's crazy...

I really need to be released from my prison that is my INTERNSHIP!

a boring/horrible/unorganized work environment... OMG!

hahkz..

but yesterday was one of the best...

I was like I'm SO GLAD that I attended La' Da Fuse the Dance Comp at BBCC..

quite cool la.... hahkz!!...

went over there to support FFDC and everyone was so nice and good at the competition.. I tell you .. WOOO! my gawsh..

It's quite entertaining.. Plus... I'm SOO HAPPY FOR FHUNKIE STYLERZ and FFDC for Getting First & Third Respectively.. Well deserved wins!

Got to meet alot of old friends once again..

Though, I do have to admit, that I am feeling different.. as in I used to be so easy going and interactive that if I were to meet someone new BANG i get to know them immediately.. ahahkz.. but Rest assured I don't go around the street banging people.. HAHAHHAHA

Sounds wrong..

OOOOOK! o.O

soo .. i shall upload the pics to FB soon after I've filered out the good from the bad.. trust me I think this time there are a LOT of bad. hahkz.. My camera doesn't do so well in dark environments..

But I guess.. I will have to make do with it.. ehe..

OK!

So thank you Izzy and Voguelicious for the wonderful Entertainment... Thank you to Fhunkie for A Complimentary Victory and THANK YOU FFDC FOR BEING WONDERFULLY EXCITING TO MY EYES! ahahakz..

wonderful peeps and Wonderful performances...!!!!

see you guys around..

V'ZeuLKiD

PS HAIR CUTTING SOON!!! TRANSFORM GREGOBOT!

{/One Week~ --

Saturday, June 27, 2009 ( 10:57 AM )

Just one more week of hell.. I don't really have a goal set for this internship because they do not have their priorities set straight in the first place!

So how am I supposed to know what they want now... seriously...

anyways

The great thing about this holiday was that Although I've had a Fcuked UP internship, I've been able to spend alot of fun time with my friends! and that's what counts... Oh and also.. THIS!

V'ZeuLKiD

PS ... Dance Comp Later!! GO FFDC!

{/Tears that never see the Day~ --

Wednesday, June 24, 2009 ( 11:23 PM )

I've been wondering to myself lately...

What's the point of waiting to be found or searching out there...

Today, I spent hell at work....

Like I've mentioned before,

My bosses know as much about design just as much as a new born baby knows how to do brain surgery...

I spent 6 weeks of my Life.. creating logos... Doing pointless PowerPoints, planning projects, contacting people from overseas, sending e-mails, template ideas, reading an over 200 page manual on how to do coding into a system that I've never seen and NEVER get used to in my Life and What's more, I have one more week left... To get everything done?

What's done you ask?

Like I've said my clients don't know what they want...

They've rejected and changed everything I sent them...

Boss (Day1): I Like this! I LIKE THIS!

Boss (Day2): Hmm I don't think this will work...

this is what my bosses do to me every 2 Days... so yea... this is the SHIT i've been facing for 30 over days...

I've been going to the airport lately for sessions...

I don't mind the sessions there and now I'm even getting to know more people from FFDC, but somehow, I don't know I feel like I'm just not getting it...

All I want is to be hugged right now...

Hugged and held tightly as I rest my head on your shoulder...

Whoever you may be.. :{

V'ZeuLKiD

PS What I want most right now.. is a Hug.. Nothing materialistic can beat that...

{/Friends! --

Monday, June 22, 2009 ( 9:50 PM )

I miss lots of people since who knows when...

I hate my life right now... sigh... InternSHIT!

INTERNATIONAL INTERSHIT COMPETITION!!!

Sigh...

I can't stand all this BULLCRAP!... F*CKING BULLCRAP!...

I'm a designer..

JOB: DESIGN

NOT IN MY JOB: Editting, Powerpoint Presentations, Audio Recordings, Corporate Reports,

Coming up with Ideas for YOUR COMANPANY'S Campaign, Fitting your Company's needs according to your Style when YOU DON'T EVEN OWN THE COMPANY!

Heck.. Your Boss is telling you he doesn't like the designs... THUS you should?

a) Jump off the highest story

b) FcK the Wall

c) Go work as a Prostitute for Prostitutes

or d) all of the above and a bag of stale bread

I'm sorry your not even FIT to be in ANY category above.. That's HOW LOW YOU ARE YOU CRAP BOSS!

OH GAWD...

im turning into a demon bitch because of the stress that I'm facing at work.. I'm very afraid of myself...

I need this change...

I've posted my Pictures of the good times I've faced in FB...

what's my FB you ask?

http://www.facebook.com/grieverez

Coming soon..

Old Greg is coming back to a life Near You!

V'ZeuLKiD

PS louis? What movie you wanna watch with me?

is there anyone out there looking to help me find happiness.. I'll make you happy too..

{/Dance Subaru --

Saturday, June 06, 2009 ( 9:45 AM )

Would someone like to go watch Dance Subaru with me?

V'ZeuLKiD

Ps i wouldn't mind a date for this hahak!

{/Fatigued... --

Friday, June 05, 2009 ( 12:58 AM )

Alot's happened this past 3 weeks...

Namely...

Went to church..

haven't been there in months... (Half a Year Literally)

"Celebrated" my Grandmother's 10 Year Death Anniversary with relatives..

The same day as Fad Faction's Preliminary round at LIVE IT UP!

Supported/Created and Preped up Fad Faction for the Breathe Dance Comp.

Did they're Props

Did they're Tee

Did they're Money

Witnessed and Supported the Faddies till they got the 2nd Runner Up in the Finals...

BAIK FAD!!!

Started my Internship...

Faced Helll of Shitloads of Work with deadlines everyday..

BUT i'm doing alot of non-designer work, bringing my Mac to word every Single day and Still having to learn programming and facing shit from my Upper people whom cannot keep their mind focused..

Fallen in and out of sooo Many crushes... But at the same time looking at the fact that I'm Unstable... and no matter How much I want a prince charming to come rescue me, I know that If I myself don't get my act together, It's gonna be useless for me to keep hoping something magical will happen...

So ya.. not a very happy holiday.. and not veryy happy weeks to come.. thank god Faddies won 3rd at breathe to boost my happiness level this hols.. sigh..

hopefully things get better...

V'ZeuLKiD

{/Play at My HeartStrings --

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