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Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty

{/Sad Nothings --

Sunday, May 24, 2009 ( 12:13 AM )

Today was the BEST and the WORST day EVER!

Today,

I had planned to finish all my Crowbar work to submit to Bel cox I am working now and It's VERY VERY HARD to find the time to pass the work to school and get everything done properly as well as assorted.

So I was almost done with the work compilation this morning... Then suddenly I realised that I hadn't filled up the forms.. So I called Hui Ting up to confirm with her about the forms again.

From there, I saw that I wouldnt' be able to meet Bel to pass her my Work..

I had to fill up 12 FORMS...

9 entry Form

1 Payment Form

1 Final Submission List Form

and 2 Forms from school

That is A lot of Work to get done and so i decided to postpone the meeting with her to Monday Morning...

I have to take emergency Leave now or "Half Day"

In order to fill this time up...

Nevermind so I though later things would be better...

So I managed to finish the forms then I met up with Hui Ting cox she also went to meet with Bel to pass her work Up... and once that was done, I met her At timezone where she was playing games with her guy...

From here, we went to do a Check on my forms for submission... outside Timezone... After going through all the details and what else I haven't had the chance to get ready yet to submit, I went to Ishimura with Hui Ting And Sebastian and we just relaxed and ate some jap food before I left to meet Fad for Man's Birthday Surprise Celebrations...

I actually like the fact that Man was being appreciated today...

He deserved it all because I feel that whatever Hana said, it is true..

Man is a nice guy... He is a gentleman to the ladies... he is a Passionate person about his work/interest... He is also comical and very patient... Compassionate about people and animals alike ... I feel that he should deserve all the good things in the world...

GOD I wish I could have a BF like Man... SIAL

Anyways I was going to his party and i wasn't feeling so great... very tired for some reason...

I really enjoyed myself there today.. made a few new friends and stuff... and the activities rocked....

Man has some very good friends... and he deserves everything that happened today and more in future....

I'm glad I'm your friend...

anyways.. after that as we were leaving I realised that something was missing... And I felt wierd because I couldn't find it on over and over after searching..

ANd the eventually when I got home.... I confirmed it.. I lost my 243 checque that my dad gave to me THIS MORNING!!

FUCK MY LIFEE

I told my dad just a while ago about it hoping he would be calm and composed about it..

I was kidding myself..

My Dad told me to go Crack my head and that I should go and burn 15 dollars because that's how much it cost him to cancel a check

Sigh.. I'm quite tired now...

I think i'll take a nap for now.. and finish my competition work tomorrow... before I can submit...

V'ZeuLKiD

PS your words always do hurt to me... rarely does it make me happy...

{/Love~ --

Sunday, May 17, 2009 ( 11:32 AM )

It was beautiful..

It was Amazing..

And one day I hope that we can all Love each other like this day..

Each day...

Every day...

Forever....

V'ZeuLKiD

{/PC died Intern Sucks PinkDots Love --

( 10:48 AM )

I love how ytd turned out.. it was a really wonderful day..

A day to honour all forms of love in one beautiful city and where the people of so many

races/religions/cultures have come together just to celebrate this one event

I dint cry off course but it was a day that i shall forever remember.. IT warmed us all

all of us from all over...

WONDERFUL DAY!!!

V'ZeuLKiD

PS I have all the pics up on facebook.. so do check em out.. I didn't edit though ahkz...

{/The Dot is Changing(hopefully) --

Saturday, May 16, 2009 ( 2:05 AM )

It's Pink Dot Later... I can't wait for multiple reasons... hheeh lets have lots of fun later Is...

V'ZeuLKiD

{/Interning Insanity --

Thursday, May 14, 2009 ( 12:08 AM )

I start my Internship tommorrow and I'm kinda half hearted about it... I dont know maybe I can tell the lady that I don't feel quite comfortable with the arrangement of things and that I am afraid to cause them trouble rather then help them? hmm but then again I feel like I want to try it because I've never done corperate.. So it's my MAJOR chance to do it... CORPERATE BABY!

Should I ? Should I not ?

It's like the flower's already lost it's petals and my answer lies within the thorns...

V'ZeuLKiD

PS... i have another post that I was supposed to post before this but it got messed up because of color schemes as they appear on my mac.. FCuKed UP!

{/Sayonaaaaaaaaaaaara Year 2 --

Monday, May 11, 2009 ( 3:08 AM )

Well Well..

School's a Bye Bye.. although I am not confident in Maintaining my confirmedd CHOP CHOP!! GpA of 3.0, I am VERY VERY confirmed.. CHOP CHOP going to pass.. and that's a DEFINITE YES YES!!!...

oh ya... Btw.. YEAR 2 IS OVER!! OVER I TELL YOU !!!

OMFG!! this is the first and hopefully last time i use that Abbreviation..

I just cannot believe that wow.. I spent 2 years in Nafa already... and It's showing but I CANT BELIEVE IT!!!....after the assessment Which went ok.. Not my best presentation.. BUT definitely Fun to go to...

It was very.. Hmm.. Bittersweet.. I was like.. Hmm I finally know who my true friends are and who are the people I can count on.. Who are the one's to watch out for and who cannot be helped with ...

I've also realised that I have ddefinitely grown out of this... for one.. I have unleashed a Bitch within me this year.. I have actually found someone that ACTUALLY irritates THE HELL out of me.. and in a REALLY bad way.. GOD HELP HER!!!

But anyways Hols have started and I shan't continue going on about it because I know I am better than that and I should NOT hold a grudge.. although I have to admit that I it is very VERY VERY!!!! important that I avoid HER for now. hahaha if not I might unleash my "KAMEHAMEHAAAAA" all over her sorry ass LOL!.. which I have kept silent since forever and don't wish to SHOW to anyone =D..

ok enough anime abreviations...

How's Life?

OOH Yello Jello after assessments WAS FUN!!! i dont know about my classmates but I ENJOYED MYSELF!!! I have fallen for Retro.. SHARMILA YOU HAVE CONVERTED ME!! haahhahahhaah

and next... ermm Dance.. ok I know STAGNANT... nothing coming up soon on my end.. but Faddies are dancing in an upcoming show on the 30th and I have to come up with a crew tee....

CREW TEE ... its a big step for me.. cox a crew tee means a crew logo and A CREW LOGO Means.. that I have to come up with something from the HEART... and yes this crew has definitely taken a part of my heart.. and become apart of me as well.. so I have to come up with a solid Logo... and it must be from my heart too...

hahah

that's my homework for the next few days or so.. and LASTLY...

INTERNSHIP!!!

INTERNSHITTTT!!!

Yess InternSHIT!!

I have to find one ASAP!!! if not DIE DIE Must do internship in December.. and I WANT TO TRAVEL in DEC!!!

FUDGE IT!!

hahahkz

I have emailed my resume to various companies.. and stuff waliao damn hard to do resume can...

Sooooo If anyone got lobang.. and I'm talking about the Job kind of LOBANGS arh.. don't come to me and point at your nose, mouth or ear holes and tell me LOBANG NAH!!! I tell you I will SHOVE SOMETHING up your LOBANG.. and I know it sounds wrong.. hahahahahahahah

ok that's about it...

Ok sooo next thing is..

Bed...

NIGHT NIGHT!!!

ok I shall upload alot more stuff for my asssessments and whatnot on Deviantart REALLY SOON within the NEXT WEEK... and I shall post the link up so you guys can go check me out... =] till then.. Take care...

V'ZeuLKiD Grego

PS.. Finally Feeling Free from All this Misery =]

{/Play at My HeartStrings --

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