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WOW.. POST no. 254.. how random.. ok.. so anyways.. Had a chat wit m ex today.. bout stuff... wondering why I'm still contactin ? well I did say this and I want to blog it here so that at least I won't have to save the msg from being deleted from my phone..

Scenario: The Day he Confessed to me About already Having a BF
Regarding: His Problems and our status from that day onwards...
My last Msg to him That Day:

"Don't worry at all... I'm serious... But I'm also serious about being truthful... Honesty may not be your best policy but it sure as hell feels better than bottling it up... I think you deserve friends around you because it's your kind of nature that you need someone to be there for you... I'm not a pzychoterapist that's going to perscribe you treatment because there's none for disappointment or ignorance from attention but I can offer you friendship and an ear...

And if it would help lighten your shoulder.

I forgive you.. :]

there Fuuuh!"


ya I added that last part too.. hahahz

Well atleast now I feel more relieved that we didn't go thru with it.. the fact that there was alot on your mind to begin with and that you are just confused and floating around... I always believed that Bis can be different.. and.. I won't give up... for some reason I'm just been attracted to bis.. NOT ON PURPOSE.. it's like it's just connection and chemistry.. 1st Ex = bi.. 2nd also Bi.. third was gay and now 4th is Bi.. well So much so.. I think that I shall not comment on all this I know there are some of you here that don't care to hear about this other world or get associated with it... but it's not as cold as it sounds... or evil either.. you get to meet a person every once in a blue moon that will change your life.. someone that sets themselves as a model.. and you'd idolise and learn to be like them because they are good role models to follow.. and its not ALL about sex either...

Popular to misconception.. two holes and two dongs don't go together right? .. well Then ever think about two hearts.. two thoughts.. two souls... there are deeper things in between the lines...

OK MOVING ON(don't wanna sound like I'm preaching to recruit more AJs) lol

anyways..

As for today I did my usualy two pronged dance team trainig.. I feeel a bit more confident today.. taugh Shiva the steps and met up with Fawid.. we had a 3-man practice today.. WOW.. I'm starting to get really demotivated.. i wonder how I can block out the frustration from not having the entire 8 man team down for performance... WHAT IS GOING ON!... C'mon people.. Let's Work together on this one Aite!!

and then straight away after that I rushed off to go catch Fad Faction in ACTION!.. Today was Choreo day and I truthfully Didn't have any choreo.. except for bits in my head and the Song I wanted to do.... other than that.. I still managed to score a B for the choreo.. WOW im impressed.. although I didn't do so well.. but I was stilll quite Shocked.. like WHUT!!! a B!~..

its so impromptu.. wht the SaK!~...


ok anyways.. CHINAMEN DIES!!! BRA I'm Gonna Kill YA!!!

TAK BOON.... (BRA's retarded Face)

hahahahahaahahhahaa

ok sooooooo

After practice and discussion about upcoming Dance Comp... I want to enter the Tee Design Segment.. Under Freelance... and I want to do something COOL!~~

hehehe Sketches Sketches here I COME!

Next.. Ran off immediately after Practice to go to Craig's Place for Dinner.. We ate Satay.. and Some Chicken Kebab style thing.. and I had MILO!!! again! -__-..

I think my blood is 75% Milo by now.. hahaahaa

Ya and so I met my aunt from aussie who's down for a while she'll be visiting people whilst on a "work Holiday"... and she gave me HOME MADE DESSERT!!! and as well as TIRAMISU CANDY AND EASTER EGGS!!! WOHOOO~

I got my sugar boost for the rest of the nite.. Imma be trippin.. hahakz

got lots of Stuff to get down by tomorrow.. that includes PPT! - Design In Conetxt... Website - Digital Media... Recipe BOOK POP & Poster - Design Drawing

But Before that I need my cup of COKE!!! and its right there..

gulp
gulp
gulp
gulp

momentary silence~!

AHHHHHHHH!~~

nice!!...'


ok Imm OFF!!!

V'ZeuLKiD

PS We're all After the Same Rainbow's End .. Waiting Round the Bend.. My Huckleberry Friend

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