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Tried to take a picture; Of love
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
Grego, 19, Single
28 November 1989
Indian -- [Malayalam - Sinhalese]
Eurasian -- [Peranakan - French - Japanese]
NAFA, Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts
Visual Communication [Year 2]
He loves Dance
Hip hop. Contemporary. Locking. Reggae.
and Music
Pianist. Violinist. Recorder.(duh!)
But also a self-taught Remixer
His Passions also include
Photography
Doodling
Youtubing
Manga
Anime
Otaku-er
Enjoying Being a Dancer
from
ASC All Saintz Crew
& NDC Nafa Dance Club
He was definitely Born under a Star
of very good Fortune and Luck
as to the reason why
he's be given
a chance
to be
by
the most blessed
of Friends
Malays. Indonesians. Pinoys. Eurasians. Japanese. Thais. Mixed Races.
Gelato. Ice Lemon Tea. Soybean. Japanese Italian Turkish French Western Cuisine.
Adidas. Toki Doki. Body Glove. Skull Candy. Elements. Converse. TopMan.
Milk & Dark Chocolates. Imported Candies. Home Made Cookies & Cakes.
Animals. Stories & Fairytales. Final Fantasy. RPGs.
Friendship is my Ultimate Drug
O' School's Intermediate Hip Hop Classes
Sk8ter Shoes in PURPLE and GOLD
Modified Playstation Portable Slim/Lite in Deep Red/Lavender/Matte Bronze
SKULLCANDY Designer DJ Headphones
Final Fantasy Dissidia The Greatest Final Fantasy of All-Time
To Compile my Portfolio by 2009 End
GPA Average of above 3.5
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
{/profile --
ramblings of a teenage boy
Grego, 19, Single
28 November 1989
Indian -- [Malayalam - Sinhalese]
Eurasian -- [Peranakan - French - Japanese]
NAFA, Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts
Visual Communication [Year 2]
He loves Dance
Hip hop. Contemporary. Locking. Reggae.
and Music
Pianist. Violinist. Recorder.(duh!)
But also a self-taught Remixer
His Passions also include
Photography
Doodling
Youtubing
Manga
Anime
Otaku-er
Enjoying Being a Dancer
from
ASC All Saintz Crew
& NDC Nafa Dance Club
He was definitely Born under a Star
of very good Fortune and Luck
as to the reason why
he's be given
a chance
to be
by
the most blessed
of Friends
{/fetishes --
fantasies of a teenage boy
Malays. Indonesians. Pinoys. Eurasians. Japanese. Thais. Mixed Races.
Gelato. Ice Lemon Tea. Soybean. Japanese Italian Turkish French Western Cuisine.
Adidas. Toki Doki. Body Glove. Skull Candy. Elements. Converse. TopMan.
Milk & Dark Chocolates. Imported Candies. Home Made Cookies & Cakes.
Animals. Stories & Fairytales. Final Fantasy. RPGs.
Friendship is my Ultimate Drug
{/wishlist --
things to come true
O' School's Intermediate Hip Hop Classes
Sk8ter Shoes in PURPLE and GOLD
Modified Playstation Portable Slim/Lite in Deep Red/Lavender/Matte Bronze
SKULLCANDY Designer DJ Headphones
Final Fantasy Dissidia The Greatest Final Fantasy of All-Time
To Compile my Portfolio by 2009 End
GPA Average of above 3.5
Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty
I just want to let go of everything and then grab on to things as they float away from me... so that I will only be able to grasp on to things that mean the most... while letting everything else just disintigrate into nothingness...
I'm not trying to be emo or anything.. It's just my mind at the moment... I want everything to turn to nothing this christmas... I don't even feel like going out.. The other day I played with cousins... ate lots at a christmas party and even had my head partially sawed off by a magician at a magic act won at the lucky draw... played the piano and caroled ... and even won at taboo against relatives ... but.. all of it kinda meant nothing ... Although it was a temporary point of joy... But I guess that playful part of me just feels empty since I never really knew what a real family was to begin with... Sure I've got a mom and dad... but what's the point when all I'm holding are empy hands that leave me alone in a dark place without a light to follow...
I think I push people I love away from me for a reason... because I know being with me can only eventually lead you to place where all happiness turns to sorrow...
no one on this earth will ever know my loneliness the pain that's been sewed on to me ever since someday in the years of my past...
I feel like somehow I'm the Voodoo doll to my own heart.. no matter where you poke me, I'll hurt inside and not outside...
Superficially I'm alright... But things which leave scrapes on me leave mortal wounds deep in my heart....
But putting all this internal feelings aside... I just need to take some time off.. I wanna find myself.. and I wanna find someone to help me find myself.. and their self too....
I told furbee something today... I said no matter what I'll be committed to this Crew.. ASC... After I said it I have to admit I was afraid that I couldn't keep that promise... BUT for the sake of not myself... but for People like Kiddo, Sap, Shai, Rebecca, Furbee, Safiah and Nabilah.. and even others like Natasha, Cheryl and Hakim I would be naught a dancer today If it weren't for all of you guys... And I'd like to especially thank Hakim...
He's not feeling too well emotionally and physically right now (the arm.. yes I read your blog) but I just need to do some ammendments so that I can finally get this off my chest... I look forward to challenging you at dance sometime soon because you made me the dancer I am today because of past things you've taught me.. everytime I saw you dance you put a smile on my face... So I went and learned under a instructor and met more people so they could teach more about dance... but I haven't stopped I'll continue learning and show you that you're inspiration to me has paid off definitely..
Lastly, I hope all the best for you in your future endeavours.. I know it may not mean much saying this but... If you ever need a friend.. I might be free.... Hmm maybe need to check my schedule or something...
WTH OFF COURSE I'LL FIND THE TIME.. hahakz...
And I really hope that whomever that girl is that's in your heart.. realises just how much you care for her ...
Haiz... speaking of matters of the heart...
that reminds me that I've yet to find the time to meet him.. yes.. him.. and if you've read from the top you realise that I'm currently pushing people I love away from me.. starting recently.. So should I take the chance and Meet you now.. I'm afraid you might me see me as not being interested... and leave me... but you don't read my blog anyways so you'd probably not know that I really need you right now..
Sure my life isn't like Junjou Romantica or some Yaoi fantasy... but I'd really wouldn't my life lasting the regular japanese 26 episodes and ending off... seriously.. because anything is better than what I'm enduring right now....
Will my Happy Ever After ever arrive?
V'ZeuLKiD
PS the photos from Clarke Quay including Jaz's are all uploaded at my Picasa Web Album... Link is at the Y on the word EMPTY.. (I'm so tired of saying that : [ )
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty
{/Letting Go... --
Monday, December 22, 2008 ( 10:27 PM )
I just want to let go of everything and then grab on to things as they float away from me... so that I will only be able to grasp on to things that mean the most... while letting everything else just disintigrate into nothingness...
I'm not trying to be emo or anything.. It's just my mind at the moment... I want everything to turn to nothing this christmas... I don't even feel like going out.. The other day I played with cousins... ate lots at a christmas party and even had my head partially sawed off by a magician at a magic act won at the lucky draw... played the piano and caroled ... and even won at taboo against relatives ... but.. all of it kinda meant nothing ... Although it was a temporary point of joy... But I guess that playful part of me just feels empty since I never really knew what a real family was to begin with... Sure I've got a mom and dad... but what's the point when all I'm holding are empy hands that leave me alone in a dark place without a light to follow...
I think I push people I love away from me for a reason... because I know being with me can only eventually lead you to place where all happiness turns to sorrow...
no one on this earth will ever know my loneliness the pain that's been sewed on to me ever since someday in the years of my past...
I feel like somehow I'm the Voodoo doll to my own heart.. no matter where you poke me, I'll hurt inside and not outside...
Superficially I'm alright... But things which leave scrapes on me leave mortal wounds deep in my heart....
But putting all this internal feelings aside... I just need to take some time off.. I wanna find myself.. and I wanna find someone to help me find myself.. and their self too....
I told furbee something today... I said no matter what I'll be committed to this Crew.. ASC... After I said it I have to admit I was afraid that I couldn't keep that promise... BUT for the sake of not myself... but for People like Kiddo, Sap, Shai, Rebecca, Furbee, Safiah and Nabilah.. and even others like Natasha, Cheryl and Hakim I would be naught a dancer today If it weren't for all of you guys... And I'd like to especially thank Hakim...
He's not feeling too well emotionally and physically right now (the arm.. yes I read your blog) but I just need to do some ammendments so that I can finally get this off my chest... I look forward to challenging you at dance sometime soon because you made me the dancer I am today because of past things you've taught me.. everytime I saw you dance you put a smile on my face... So I went and learned under a instructor and met more people so they could teach more about dance... but I haven't stopped I'll continue learning and show you that you're inspiration to me has paid off definitely..
Lastly, I hope all the best for you in your future endeavours.. I know it may not mean much saying this but... If you ever need a friend.. I might be free.... Hmm maybe need to check my schedule or something...
WTH OFF COURSE I'LL FIND THE TIME.. hahakz...
And I really hope that whomever that girl is that's in your heart.. realises just how much you care for her ...
Haiz... speaking of matters of the heart...
that reminds me that I've yet to find the time to meet him.. yes.. him.. and if you've read from the top you realise that I'm currently pushing people I love away from me.. starting recently.. So should I take the chance and Meet you now.. I'm afraid you might me see me as not being interested... and leave me... but you don't read my blog anyways so you'd probably not know that I really need you right now..
Sure my life isn't like Junjou Romantica or some Yaoi fantasy... but I'd really wouldn't my life lasting the regular japanese 26 episodes and ending off... seriously.. because anything is better than what I'm enduring right now....
Will my Happy Ever After ever arrive?
V'ZeuLKiD
PS the photos from Clarke Quay including Jaz's are all uploaded at my Picasa Web Album... Link is at the Y on the word EMPTY.. (I'm so tired of saying that : [ )
If we; Should be getting under
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; But it's Empty
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; But it's Empty
{/tagboard --
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{/credits --
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Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
now playing
Some Random Muses, As Mentioned
The Link to
My Photo Albums
V'ZeuLKiD's Picasa Web Archives
`(<--- Coming Soon the Works of Art I've been Promising --->)`
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
{/Digitized Beloveds --
my virtual barang
now playing
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The Link to
My Photo Albums
V'ZeuLKiD's Picasa Web Archives
{/Gregografika --
grieverez productions present
`(<--- Coming Soon the Works of Art I've been Promising --->)`
{/Play at My HeartStrings --
... For A Better Feel ... With Me ...
