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Wednesday, December 31, 2008 ( 3:43 PM )

Well well well..

It's going to occur all OVER again... hahkz

2008 is ending tonight at approximately 11:59:59:99 am... and it's that time of blog year again...

So what's happened this year.. so far ...

I've been in my Year 2 of Nafa in transition with ending of my Year 1 and I've met soo many new friends both local and internationally... I've made many new friendships but at the same time I've lost friends through some very tragic circumstances all I wish I never wished it'd happen ever...

but then Life has to go on and somethings will and can only get better... (I hope)

I've realised that this year, I've become someone that is more reserved in comparison with myself around my Secondary School Years Whence I'd make friends just by smiling at someone else... I'm not saying I'm a social dog or anything It's just that's how my charisma works around other people and I really really Liked it... the way it works...

I miss doing alot of things this year.. I can recall I was supposed to attend a lot of functions and funerals and parties and weddings and events and birthdays and I missed them.. and sadly enough Because of such things, It has led me to becoming someone that I despise the most ....

An Anti-Socialite that only sticks to the people he's comfortable with...

For the next year, I'm going to set a few resolutions in association as well with my personal wishlist and goals to set..

The Main one being..

To forge many more friendships, relationships and stronger ties with existing people...

I for some reason am still not very good on terms with my family but I wouldn't mind being more involved so I have to be a bit more initiative-oriented...

Amongst the things I want to change about myself for the better is that.. when I'm given a project, I want to set my own goals for reaching where I wanna go in the project and get it on my top priorities to finish so that I don't have to cause lots of problems for my lecturers, peers and myself most of all...

Not forgeting my extra activities, I want to be more firm with myself this year.. and train to obtain a level of which I can be satisfied with the fact and give myself a mind where I know I can strum forward to the beat of confidence... (hence I have saved up revenue to invest in dance lessons at O'school)

After which, I want to get involved with more personal home made projects that I can keep in my portfolio for design purposes and other extracts and OH YES.. I've got a brand new idea that I want to utilize before school reopens in terms of gift giving for friends this coming year.. It will also help in my portfolio... and I'm quite proud of the idea...

In terms of love life, I'm keeping my mind set on one person right now.. and I don't want to steer away and venture too deep either.. cox we've discussed just staying as friends for the moment and getting to know each other better to see how chemistry flows... So Gregory Varghese (I'm reminding myself here) please don't jump ahead of yourself and consider how the other guy feels first ok.... (OK!)

For a few groups of people I like to mention before I leave, I want to say...

ASC/NDC:

I really am proud of all you guys and gals I want to help you more by improving myself and giving as much as I can to the group as possible.... I am dearly and greatly hoping for all of us to reach a higher goal and be the best we can be and maybe even take home a first prize or two.. Dance of all forms is now a Growing Culture in Singapore and It's going to take everyone's hearts by storm... =]

NAFA People:

I'm so Glad that I'm finding a new side to myself and it's mostly thanks to having friends like you to build me up.. I miss spending time with Effeys and I really miss just slacking and going insane..I don't regret having joined an arts school at this point in my life because I've met too many wonderful people and I intend to spend my time getting to knw more of you guys.... Also thank you to all those of you in 1Q and 2F.. the competive spirit our class drives is just so wonderful and it's only made me better in my academics and personal studies .. =]

NBSS schoolmates:

Although we hardly met this year, I've enjoyed the chance occasions where we got together or just bumped into each other by accident... cox it's wonderful that I get to see you all grow and partake in a new course of life and it always brings me joy (and lots of irriations too =P) whenever I'm around you guys... HAHAH Lets meet up more often in the new year.. O.O!!!

And to Everyone else reading this right now:

I Lastly want to wish everyone I know that is reading this blog a Happy new Year... Have good Health, stay Safe and always be as Happy as you can be... Look on the Positive.. Never forego consquences to any of your actions and keep an open mind to learn more and gain new things for yourself and the people you cherish...

V'ZeuLKiD

PS HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009 EBULLIBODY!!!!

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