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Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty

{/The Last Day --

Monday, November 26, 2007 ( 11:36 PM )

As I take me Stroll down Memory Lane, A lots a happened and Since My Last 17 years.. I've Gotten Fractured, Had Several Relationships That didn't Work Out, Entered Art School, Met The Best of Friends, The Worst Of Enemies, Fought With my Prinicipal, Slept With a Guy(not "Slept With" Sleep) that Turned That I Became Good Friends With His Guy That was One of the Reasons I came to art School, Been Misjudged by a Good Friend's Bf For stealing her From Him, Became an Uncle, recieved huge amounts of Money That end up Being Spent By my Mother, Got Caned By Dad for being mischevious, went To Disney On Ice and regretted Not Getting On the Float to take pictures with the Characters, Gone to Disney Fest, Watched Power Rangers The Movie, Been To San Franisco, Scotland, Hong Kong, Langkawi and Good Ol M'sia/ Penang, Hated a Guy For Texting me almost everyday of my life, Cried My heart out Nites on my House Hdb Staircase, Cried Myself To Sleep Cox of heartAches, Convinced myself that I'm not and Never will be Loved EVER, realized My family will never ever be happy again for the rest of my life, despised yet still love my parents, created endless artworks, Wanted to be a Chef But turned into and artist, Gone to Sleep in One Place and Woke up in Another, Worked at four Places But Come Back to Delifrance Cox i miss it BUT NOT Anymore, Cried For People I Haven't Met and Miseed Like Hell, Cried Cox I Know I Will Never Be able To Please Or help Certain people in my Life, Cried Cox Life's Unfair, Been Councillor And VP or Executive Committee, Leader/Director/Actor of Drama Club, Photographer(and still Am) From MultiMedia Club, Stolen a Brooksian Blazer(It's Still With Me), Cheated On an Exam And Didn't Get Caught For It, Lied endlessly, Been a Bitch, Backstabber, LIAR, Murderer(ok that one overdramatic), Had a Dog, Hamsters, Cat and Fishes, Enjoy the Chat Of my part Time BF Syzwe Shukor, Hated Everyone Who's Ever Insulted me Cox Im Homosexual, Loved Everyone that's Ever Insulted me Cox i'm Homosexual, Almost Got Caught Acting or Being Like A Homosexual, Feel Stupid for Telling everyone I'm a homosexual, Proud That I'm a Homosexual, Remixed countless Numbers of Songs, or Rather about 20 Over, Played in a band as Keyboardist, Play The Piano by Ear, Played the Violin, was in Swimming Club, Was DAMN FAT once upon a Time,Always Admired Guys With Compassionate Hearts, Flung a Chicken Wing across the Table, Seen A Friend Fling her Chicken Wing Across the Table, Met and Knew a Bitch That Was The Bitchiest Bitch ever But SHE'S MY BITCH, Seen ppl constantly Tug their Friends Ears Saying "BAYEEEE SIMI SEHHHHHHH!!!", Gone To MOS for An Underage Party, Drank And Mixed alcohol and Gone Woosy (but Not Drunk I assure u I knwo my Limits), Fallen in Love with The Guy Sittin Next To me In class(u know Who... He'll Kill me If He sees This LOL), Been Carressed by a Girl And Shrugged It, been Kissed and Asked to touch a Drunk Girl(I DIDN'T I SWEAR TO GOD) but she kissed me anyway, Cried For days Cox of my first Broken relationship(he'll never love me but I'll always Will.. He Hurt Me Soo), Gone to DisneyLand, Seen Fireworks With the Best Of friends, Kissed And never Told(till now), Met Guys with hearts Of Gold(but i broke those Hearts='[), Been Cheeky, Been Shy, Been Every Gal's Guy, Danced, Acted, Painted, Spoken, Debated, Trusted, Lied, Broken, Killed, Revived, Remixed, Colored, Dyed, Photographed, Relented, Covered, Seen Things that You've only Thought Of In Your Wildest Dreams, Touched Things Unheard of and even Cleaned...(don't get That Part Either), Wished For Good Things for Everyone I've Met(I really have), Prayed For Their Losts, recollected their facts, Kept Track on Dance Events, Wondered And Tattered, Even Felt That This Blog Entry Didnt't Really Mattered..

BUT MY POINT IS...
not that I Needed to Pee In my pants,
Be Gay, Insult my elders or be Retarded,
It was To Let You Know
How Much i've Grown And Thru All the Pain
That I've Recovered..

And if U EVEN bothered to read all this, it's Not Enough..
TILL you read this last part...

Thankz So Much..

I love Friends Like You.. Or Maybe your My relative...
In any Case, You've Been here Reading Every Line Not Being Comparative...(I Hope So)

But Lastly and Leastly,
And this is True Blue..
I Can't Thank U enuff

ILoveFriendsLikeYou

V'ZeuLKiD
(I really Love you)

{/Play at My HeartStrings --

... For A Better Feel ... With Me ...

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