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Tried to take a picture; Of love
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
Grego, 19, Single
28 November 1989
Indian -- [Malayalam - Sinhalese]
Eurasian -- [Peranakan - French - Japanese]
NAFA, Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts
Visual Communication [Year 2]
He loves Dance
Hip hop. Contemporary. Locking. Reggae.
and Music
Pianist. Violinist. Recorder.(duh!)
But also a self-taught Remixer
His Passions also include
Photography
Doodling
Youtubing
Manga
Anime
Otaku-er
Enjoying Being a Dancer
from
ASC All Saintz Crew
& NDC Nafa Dance Club
He was definitely Born under a Star
of very good Fortune and Luck
as to the reason why
he's be given
a chance
to be
by
the most blessed
of Friends
Malays. Indonesians. Pinoys. Eurasians. Japanese. Thais. Mixed Races.
Gelato. Ice Lemon Tea. Soybean. Japanese Italian Turkish French Western Cuisine.
Adidas. Toki Doki. Body Glove. Skull Candy. Elements. Converse. TopMan.
Milk & Dark Chocolates. Imported Candies. Home Made Cookies & Cakes.
Animals. Stories & Fairytales. Final Fantasy. RPGs.
Friendship is my Ultimate Drug
O' School's Intermediate Hip Hop Classes
Sk8ter Shoes in PURPLE and GOLD
Modified Playstation Portable Slim/Lite in Deep Red/Lavender/Matte Bronze
SKULLCANDY Designer DJ Headphones
Final Fantasy Dissidia The Greatest Final Fantasy of All-Time
To Compile my Portfolio by 2009 End
GPA Average of above 3.5
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
{/profile --
ramblings of a teenage boy
Grego, 19, Single
28 November 1989
Indian -- [Malayalam - Sinhalese]
Eurasian -- [Peranakan - French - Japanese]
NAFA, Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts
Visual Communication [Year 2]
He loves Dance
Hip hop. Contemporary. Locking. Reggae.
and Music
Pianist. Violinist. Recorder.(duh!)
But also a self-taught Remixer
His Passions also include
Photography
Doodling
Youtubing
Manga
Anime
Otaku-er
Enjoying Being a Dancer
from
ASC All Saintz Crew
& NDC Nafa Dance Club
He was definitely Born under a Star
of very good Fortune and Luck
as to the reason why
he's be given
a chance
to be
by
the most blessed
of Friends
{/fetishes --
fantasies of a teenage boy
Malays. Indonesians. Pinoys. Eurasians. Japanese. Thais. Mixed Races.
Gelato. Ice Lemon Tea. Soybean. Japanese Italian Turkish French Western Cuisine.
Adidas. Toki Doki. Body Glove. Skull Candy. Elements. Converse. TopMan.
Milk & Dark Chocolates. Imported Candies. Home Made Cookies & Cakes.
Animals. Stories & Fairytales. Final Fantasy. RPGs.
Friendship is my Ultimate Drug
{/wishlist --
things to come true
O' School's Intermediate Hip Hop Classes
Sk8ter Shoes in PURPLE and GOLD
Modified Playstation Portable Slim/Lite in Deep Red/Lavender/Matte Bronze
SKULLCANDY Designer DJ Headphones
Final Fantasy Dissidia The Greatest Final Fantasy of All-Time
To Compile my Portfolio by 2009 End
GPA Average of above 3.5
Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty
Well As i Predicted I was Wrong.. the emoness has Subsided.. And Ihave become aHappy goober as pristina says in her Friendster Bulletein.. HAHKAZ
YEays.. ITs just a few more Hours till I Turn 18
WOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooo
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HAhakz Ok I think i've gotten to excited.. Ehehekz... But ya Thankz To A Day with muiz At My Place.. I Think I feel a WHOLE Lot Better NOw.. thankz Muiz U made Me Gay.. (the HAppy Kind) lOL...
WOKAYS...
=]
just a few More Hours to The Big BOOM BOOM 8TEEN WOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...
ok i shall end there or else i shall lose my breath and really die LawLs
V'ZeuLKiD
I cried myself to sleep last nite .. thinking AND I SWEAR ABT EVERYONE in my life.. from the small people i met for seconds like the old lady on the train to the most treasured ppl in my lives.. I though abt how i couldnt help them in soo many ways.. And i prayed to god to forget abt me.. and concentrate on them.. i prayed that god put all the sufferings in the world last nite on my shoulders so that he can feel relaxed even if it were for a moment... at least let everyone be happy for a moment so that peace can reign.. Even IF it is for a moment... I told God i dint deserve to live and that he should just Listened to all the hopes and prayers of my friends... everyone... In Nafa.. in Secondary school and Primary School, My Kindergarden Life.. my relatives, Cousins aunts and Uncles, nieces and nephews... and Grandparents and immediate family I even prayed for my parents to feel happy even if it is not that happiness of being together at least be happy on their own then.. But still I hope for the best for Everyone in my life.. Cox I dont Deserve them.. And Neither do they deserve a Friend Like Me... I'm not Worthy.. One Last Thing.. I want Everyone's Prayers to Be answered(mine not included).. That's my Only Wish For My Bdae ... That'y My Only Wish...
The Past two post... Read Them.. Before Tonite... If u Can't Be bothered.. then nvm..
V'ZeuLKiD
This Post IS what I Originally Feel.. and Im Posting It now.. Cox This Is How I feel NOW and I dont know how I'll feel tomorrow after the 27th November 2007 so i'll just let it be.. If i feel different after turning 18, then so be it... i'll type saying how stupid this post was... But resultantly after u read this Dont u dare try and cheer me up or whatever.. im not seeking ur FUCKING ATTENTION whoever u ARE.. neither am i Trying to insult you.. As u read Reflect on your Life.. and ask Urslef... What If u WERE ME... WHAT IF!!! AHH FUCK IT I DONT CARE ANYMORE... Read for all i Care.. This is My initial feelings Time Intended at 12:00 Midnite aka 0000hr on 28th November 2007 ....
Wow I retyped this earlier just in case.. cox i really want to make sure that all my Thoughts are properly gathered.. First thing First.. I'm Gonna Count Down..
10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1 ....
Happy Birthday Hui Yan.. yes.. that's Rite I celebrate my bdae with My Good Friend Hui Yan both of us on the 28th.. =] My Twin tht Doesn't wanna be my twin.. HAppy Birthday once again...
I now turn to the mirror.. 18 .. wow.. im 18.. I dont seem too thrilled... my wow has no Oof in it.. I couldn't be bothered that I'm 18 ... I hear my dad blowing his nose in the background... and I can't be bothered.. I hear my Mom asleep pretending tht she can stay up late with the Tv on Outside in the Hall But I can't Be Bothered.. she snores..
I just Guess I'll celebrate the oncoming Birthdae events with a smile On my face that Isn't really True.. I'll never Smile From The heart although People Make me Laugh with their Jokes and thier Riddles and Thier Comments but The Truth is.. I've Never Smiled From My heart Ever Since I lost my First love... Ever Since My grandma Died, Ever since My Dog Died, Ever Since all the Best Things In my life have Died.. iT's like My true Soul Died Too.. If I were to Die this Very Moment I guess I Wouldnt Be Bothered.. I'd Probably go To Hell For Being Gay, I Don't Deserve Friends Like 1F, or friends From 1E, 2E, 3D, 4D, 5A or in Primary Schooll either, I don't Deserve Being IN Council, Or Being in Northbrooks, I don't deserve Beign in NAfa for The Matter Of Fact, I don't Deserve Parents, I Don't deserve Relatives, I Don't Deserve Family, I Don't Deserve Food, Clothes Or Air To Breathe I DON'T DESERVE TO EXIST AS I DO RITE NOW TYPING THIS ENTRY.....
but...
Cox i Do Exist.. and all tht's Happened I'll Play this game That Life Is Dishin Out Till The Day IT All Ends... Then Finally I can say To Myself That Death is Near I am Happy.. I don't deserve Being 18th.. when SOO many other People On earth Had to Die Young, Not Living a Second To the LAst Day They turned 18 some not even able to Turn a year or even a Day Old..
How sad Can Living Get?
Very...
I Don't wanna Talk abt Him Rite now...
were not together. I dont think He wants me in his life either ..
He didnt say Anything Im assuming(Ass out of me and ME)
I'm Sad
V'ZeuLKiD
Ps Dont Try and Cheer Me Up You'll Never Get a Real Smile Out Of me Unless You can Bring back the Good Into My Life.. =[
(but i'll still Smile.. untruthfully Like I Always Do)
PSS
Happy Birthday to Me =[
I Don't Deserve to Live.
As I take me Stroll down Memory Lane, A lots a happened and Since My Last 17 years.. I've Gotten Fractured, Had Several Relationships That didn't Work Out, Entered Art School, Met The Best of Friends, The Worst Of Enemies, Fought With my Prinicipal, Slept With a Guy(not "Slept With" Sleep) that Turned That I Became Good Friends With His Guy That was One of the Reasons I came to art School, Been Misjudged by a Good Friend's Bf For stealing her From Him, Became an Uncle, recieved huge amounts of Money That end up Being Spent By my Mother, Got Caned By Dad for being mischevious, went To Disney On Ice and regretted Not Getting On the Float to take pictures with the Characters, Gone to Disney Fest, Watched Power Rangers The Movie, Been To San Franisco, Scotland, Hong Kong, Langkawi and Good Ol M'sia/ Penang, Hated a Guy For Texting me almost everyday of my life, Cried My heart out Nites on my House Hdb Staircase, Cried Myself To Sleep Cox of heartAches, Convinced myself that I'm not and Never will be Loved EVER, realized My family will never ever be happy again for the rest of my life, despised yet still love my parents, created endless artworks, Wanted to be a Chef But turned into and artist, Gone to Sleep in One Place and Woke up in Another, Worked at four Places But Come Back to Delifrance Cox i miss it BUT NOT Anymore, Cried For People I Haven't Met and Miseed Like Hell, Cried Cox I Know I Will Never Be able To Please Or help Certain people in my Life, Cried Cox Life's Unfair, Been Councillor And VP or Executive Committee, Leader/Director/Actor of Drama Club, Photographer(and still Am) From MultiMedia Club, Stolen a Brooksian Blazer(It's Still With Me), Cheated On an Exam And Didn't Get Caught For It, Lied endlessly, Been a Bitch, Backstabber, LIAR, Murderer(ok that one overdramatic), Had a Dog, Hamsters, Cat and Fishes, Enjoy the Chat Of my part Time BF Syzwe Shukor, Hated Everyone Who's Ever Insulted me Cox Im Homosexual, Loved Everyone that's Ever Insulted me Cox i'm Homosexual, Almost Got Caught Acting or Being Like A Homosexual, Feel Stupid for Telling everyone I'm a homosexual, Proud That I'm a Homosexual, Remixed countless Numbers of Songs, or Rather about 20 Over, Played in a band as Keyboardist, Play The Piano by Ear, Played the Violin, was in Swimming Club, Was DAMN FAT once upon a Time,Always Admired Guys With Compassionate Hearts, Flung a Chicken Wing across the Table, Seen A Friend Fling her Chicken Wing Across the Table, Met and Knew a Bitch That Was The Bitchiest Bitch ever But SHE'S MY BITCH, Seen ppl constantly Tug their Friends Ears Saying "BAYEEEE SIMI SEHHHHHHH!!!", Gone To MOS for An Underage Party, Drank And Mixed alcohol and Gone Woosy (but Not Drunk I assure u I knwo my Limits), Fallen in Love with The Guy Sittin Next To me In class(u know Who... He'll Kill me If He sees This LOL), Been Carressed by a Girl And Shrugged It, been Kissed and Asked to touch a Drunk Girl(I DIDN'T I SWEAR TO GOD) but she kissed me anyway, Cried For days Cox of my first Broken relationship(he'll never love me but I'll always Will.. He Hurt Me Soo), Gone to DisneyLand, Seen Fireworks With the Best Of friends, Kissed And never Told(till now), Met Guys with hearts Of Gold(but i broke those Hearts='[), Been Cheeky, Been Shy, Been Every Gal's Guy, Danced, Acted, Painted, Spoken, Debated, Trusted, Lied, Broken, Killed, Revived, Remixed, Colored, Dyed, Photographed, Relented, Covered, Seen Things that You've only Thought Of In Your Wildest Dreams, Touched Things Unheard of and even Cleaned...(don't get That Part Either), Wished For Good Things for Everyone I've Met(I really have), Prayed For Their Losts, recollected their facts, Kept Track on Dance Events, Wondered And Tattered, Even Felt That This Blog Entry Didnt't Really Mattered..
BUT MY POINT IS...
not that I Needed to Pee In my pants,
Be Gay, Insult my elders or be Retarded,
It was To Let You Know
How Much i've Grown And Thru All the Pain
That I've Recovered..
And if U EVEN bothered to read all this, it's Not Enough..
TILL you read this last part...
Thankz So Much..
I love Friends Like You.. Or Maybe your My relative...
In any Case, You've Been here Reading Every Line Not Being Comparative...(I Hope So)
But Lastly and Leastly,
And this is True Blue..
I Can't Thank U enuff
ILoveFriendsLikeYou
V'ZeuLKiD
(I really Love you)
All I can Do Is stay at Home the WHOLE DAY and Pout... talked to Mel, Talked to Alif, Talked To Hynyf, And Raihan and Hui TING and OMG SOO MANY PEOPLE... and I TELL U GREG is SUPERRRRRRRRRRRRRR BORED.. i wanna GO OUT LA... OR HEAVEN'S SAKE cox if im nto playing my PS2 its either chatting with my beloved friends or arguin with mom that she cook s too much ARGH... I NEED FRESH AIR... and Good COMPANY... omg i might turn into HIM...
See Video
HAHAHAHA Yes i might Turn IntO HIM LOL IF I DONT GET OUT SOON
V'ZeuLKiD
last nite wasn't a complete bummer now dat i come to think of it at least got time to get out of the home and relax with friends..
HynyF advice.. Check the Dates and Get the Contacts to confirm the event next time LOL.. anyways.. I took some pics and went crazy ytd.. here they are..
Hey Guys,
Ok Next these are photos of my Next Few Art Works From Term 2 My Projects =]
GODMA U SNEAKY DEVIL (she's the One who added in The "... darling!") Ehehehehe!!!!
Hmm Just Blogging.. I'm Gonna Miss 1F if we were to separate.. but till then we need to get out and about .. lets all go Somewhere during the Hols Like Outing And Enjoy OurselVes... =]
OH YA and Mine and Hui Yan and Clement Bdae All Combined Into The Steamboat CelebRation on Friday.. 30 NoV.. so mUst Come OK.. OK ... smile =]
Alrite.. Take Care..
V'ZeuLKiD...
Ps.. SAying I Miss You is so Cliche'.. I'd Rathe say... I Miss Your Gentle Aura...
Loving Life TOTALLY... SO FUN.. Joining a new Crew.. Spending my time like Learning to Sit up Str8 And meeting new ppl everyday... and rite now everything is going according to plan AND THAT'S JUST AWESOME
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO....
but even if things dont go our way then it's ok just pic ourself up rewrite the mistakes we made and go back to being the one true person we wanted to be and that's What I am the WRiter of my Own Story...
and I love Syzwe, Ayie and FurbZ EsPECIALLY for making my life so special... the little things u say and do eveyrday they just make me feel good in the end THanKZ
Btw... ayie you can come collect your barang2 anytime...
Syzwe when are we going to snuggle....
FurbZ Cant wait to Dance with You in The NEw Crew..
Alrite i'm Going to Slp rite now WISH me LUCK for 3D and BAsic Tomorrow.. I love YOU ALL and THANKZ... THANKZ SO MUCH for MAKING MY LIFE SO MUCH WORTH LIVING
Even you who are reading this Blog.. ur Making my day rite now so i want to see u smile...
Ur not smiling yet.. Smile really close to your computer screenn =D
AHHAha
take Care And LOVE
V'ZeuLKiD
Ps... I didn't see him for 3 Days and I miss HIM LIKE HELL ... I Can't wait To see you
What can i Say About Today... I really Enjoyed the Company... =]
Got to see Craig, My mom's Classmate from the Past... met up With Ayie.. Saw Owen and Omella
Wahahaha overall i really Enjoyed Today...
And another thing I made Salmon Canapes that Rocked only three left after the dinner haha ... That's like 3 out off like.. 18 i made wahahah Cool la... anyway only three people ate so.. that's abt 5 per person taken eheheh....
LOL...
Plus me and mom took abt three too hahaa
besides the Yummy Makan, There was definitely another positive aspect to today.. MY NEW SOFA BED.. thanks to Uncle Craig... really cox of him i got soo much more to be thankful for in life.. and here , this bed is another one of them.. Foam Matresses Oo La La.. So comforting.. anyways.. I really wanna enjoy the end of todae witha nice nap on my new bed.. i'm off to the workshop tomorrow to get my products done and hopefully, at nite... i can save my print making work... =] so in overall i wanna be a good boy and enjoy my rest of the tutorial week =]
soo many smiles todae.. i really enjoy... smile..=]
Hahahahah
Dont knw why though
oh ya btw.. i talked to hi todae again.. I know I really like him what can I say were just somewhat similar... just need that time to be able to feel the feelings that blossom...
I'm Glad I met U.. even if we don't become Lovers, I'm glad I know A person like you (my heart seems to be ricocheting inside myself with joy)
That was wierd...
LOL
V'ZeuLKiD
I just woke up today anticipating the day ahead.. I know that I'll be meeting with my friends to help me carry my bed... And also, We'll be Having Dinner together... yeay... So Happy... Can't wait...
New Bed Now Next Redecorating.. Guess all my room makeover dreams are coming true.. =]
As each day goes by, I wake up in the morning and realise How Happy I am to know u... When will u know ...
V'ZeuLKid
Have to complete 5 more Projects For school Assesments... And it's Like In ... 7 Days.... Time.. ARGH........
Only Completed Photography and History So far.. and there's still a Long Way TO Go...
My Basic Drawing and Figure Drawing are still blank but the Ideas are Floating in my Head as I type.
And My 3D Design will be Done latest By Tuesday
My Clock for Design Process Is Almost Done just need to Cut the Acrylic piece and get the Gear and Battery System...
My Last thing To get Done will probably be Printmaking but It doesn't matter as long as I get it Done by this coming Sunday...
=]
Still haven't found the Two people to help me out with my bed on tomorrow.. Btw I'm getting a Sofa bed... (from my Uncle) this is my room now...
I really ReALLy REALLY Miss him.. SOO MUCH
I really wish he was by my side..
I really wish I could tell him how I feel
I feel so shy every time I'm around him
Oh .. How the sound of my beating heart yearns for his presence
But sometimes...
I feel that i'll never have a chance with him
I'm not desperate..
I just need to be with him..
He makes me feel like no other ....
He makes me so happy thinking of him
I just want him in my life...
Him and No One Else..
V'ZeuLKiD
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty
{/ --
Tuesday, November 27, 2007 ( 11:50 PM )
As i type this blog out.. it's my final 10 Minutes being an Underage Teen In a Not so Fair World But Hey they say things can only get better.. And Im Looking forward To Another ROCKING YEAR.. hahakz.. BRING ON THE 18 MAN... time i get to WAtch those M18 but dont worry folks this boi gonna stay true blue .. NO CIGS.. NO FREQUENT DRINKING EITHER.. hahakz BUT I'll STay True Blue.. here's what i did in the last few moment... 
Played my Digimon Game...
CHatted with Alots of ppl From PAst and Present On MSn.. and
Took these Fotos.. Its my transformation INTO BEING...
COUNTDOWN 10 ...9...8....7...6...5...4...3...2..1
18 YEARS OLD (NOVEMBER 28th 1989) WOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OMG hahahahwait let me adjust the font
there we go.. hahakz
YEAYS... no more ILLEGAL LOL..
ok time for me to get some rest and . NAH...
TYME FOR PARTY LOL
SEE YOU AND THANKZ FOR ALL THE WISHES..
V'ZeuLKiD
{/WAHAHAKZ --
( 8:24 PM )
Well As i Predicted I was Wrong.. the emoness has Subsided.. And Ihave become aHappy goober as pristina says in her Friendster Bulletein.. HAHKAZ
YEays.. ITs just a few more Hours till I Turn 18
WOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooo
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HAhakz Ok I think i've gotten to excited.. Ehehekz... But ya Thankz To A Day with muiz At My Place.. I Think I feel a WHOLE Lot Better NOw.. thankz Muiz U made Me Gay.. (the HAppy Kind) lOL...
WOKAYS...
=]
just a few More Hours to The Big BOOM BOOM 8TEEN WOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...
ok i shall end there or else i shall lose my breath and really die LawLs
V'ZeuLKiD
{/This is My Last random entry --
( 9:59 AM )
I cried myself to sleep last nite .. thinking AND I SWEAR ABT EVERYONE in my life.. from the small people i met for seconds like the old lady on the train to the most treasured ppl in my lives.. I though abt how i couldnt help them in soo many ways.. And i prayed to god to forget abt me.. and concentrate on them.. i prayed that god put all the sufferings in the world last nite on my shoulders so that he can feel relaxed even if it were for a moment... at least let everyone be happy for a moment so that peace can reign.. Even IF it is for a moment... I told God i dint deserve to live and that he should just Listened to all the hopes and prayers of my friends... everyone... In Nafa.. in Secondary school and Primary School, My Kindergarden Life.. my relatives, Cousins aunts and Uncles, nieces and nephews... and Grandparents and immediate family I even prayed for my parents to feel happy even if it is not that happiness of being together at least be happy on their own then.. But still I hope for the best for Everyone in my life.. Cox I dont Deserve them.. And Neither do they deserve a Friend Like Me... I'm not Worthy.. One Last Thing.. I want Everyone's Prayers to Be answered(mine not included).. That's my Only Wish For My Bdae ... That'y My Only Wish...
The Past two post... Read Them.. Before Tonite... If u Can't Be bothered.. then nvm..
V'ZeuLKiD
{/THE FINAL LAST MOMENTS... --
( 12:14 AM )
This Post IS what I Originally Feel.. and Im Posting It now.. Cox This Is How I feel NOW and I dont know how I'll feel tomorrow after the 27th November 2007 so i'll just let it be.. If i feel different after turning 18, then so be it... i'll type saying how stupid this post was... But resultantly after u read this Dont u dare try and cheer me up or whatever.. im not seeking ur FUCKING ATTENTION whoever u ARE.. neither am i Trying to insult you.. As u read Reflect on your Life.. and ask Urslef... What If u WERE ME... WHAT IF!!! AHH FUCK IT I DONT CARE ANYMORE... Read for all i Care.. This is My initial feelings Time Intended at 12:00 Midnite aka 0000hr on 28th November 2007 ....
Wow I retyped this earlier just in case.. cox i really want to make sure that all my Thoughts are properly gathered.. First thing First.. I'm Gonna Count Down..
10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1 ....
Happy Birthday Hui Yan.. yes.. that's Rite I celebrate my bdae with My Good Friend Hui Yan both of us on the 28th.. =] My Twin tht Doesn't wanna be my twin.. HAppy Birthday once again...
I now turn to the mirror.. 18 .. wow.. im 18.. I dont seem too thrilled... my wow has no Oof in it.. I couldn't be bothered that I'm 18 ... I hear my dad blowing his nose in the background... and I can't be bothered.. I hear my Mom asleep pretending tht she can stay up late with the Tv on Outside in the Hall But I can't Be Bothered.. she snores..
I just Guess I'll celebrate the oncoming Birthdae events with a smile On my face that Isn't really True.. I'll never Smile From The heart although People Make me Laugh with their Jokes and thier Riddles and Thier Comments but The Truth is.. I've Never Smiled From My heart Ever Since I lost my First love... Ever Since My grandma Died, Ever since My Dog Died, Ever Since all the Best Things In my life have Died.. iT's like My true Soul Died Too.. If I were to Die this Very Moment I guess I Wouldnt Be Bothered.. I'd Probably go To Hell For Being Gay, I Don't Deserve Friends Like 1F, or friends From 1E, 2E, 3D, 4D, 5A or in Primary Schooll either, I don't Deserve Being IN Council, Or Being in Northbrooks, I don't deserve Beign in NAfa for The Matter Of Fact, I don't Deserve Parents, I Don't deserve Relatives, I Don't Deserve Family, I Don't Deserve Food, Clothes Or Air To Breathe I DON'T DESERVE TO EXIST AS I DO RITE NOW TYPING THIS ENTRY.....
but...
Cox i Do Exist.. and all tht's Happened I'll Play this game That Life Is Dishin Out Till The Day IT All Ends... Then Finally I can say To Myself That Death is Near I am Happy.. I don't deserve Being 18th.. when SOO many other People On earth Had to Die Young, Not Living a Second To the LAst Day They turned 18 some not even able to Turn a year or even a Day Old..
How sad Can Living Get?
Very...
I Don't wanna Talk abt Him Rite now...
were not together. I dont think He wants me in his life either ..
He didnt say Anything Im assuming(Ass out of me and ME)
I'm Sad
V'ZeuLKiD
Ps Dont Try and Cheer Me Up You'll Never Get a Real Smile Out Of me Unless You can Bring back the Good Into My Life.. =[
(but i'll still Smile.. untruthfully Like I Always Do)
PSS
Happy Birthday to Me =[
I Don't Deserve to Live.
{/The Last Day --
Monday, November 26, 2007 ( 11:36 PM )
As I take me Stroll down Memory Lane, A lots a happened and Since My Last 17 years.. I've Gotten Fractured, Had Several Relationships That didn't Work Out, Entered Art School, Met The Best of Friends, The Worst Of Enemies, Fought With my Prinicipal, Slept With a Guy(not "Slept With" Sleep) that Turned That I Became Good Friends With His Guy That was One of the Reasons I came to art School, Been Misjudged by a Good Friend's Bf For stealing her From Him, Became an Uncle, recieved huge amounts of Money That end up Being Spent By my Mother, Got Caned By Dad for being mischevious, went To Disney On Ice and regretted Not Getting On the Float to take pictures with the Characters, Gone to Disney Fest, Watched Power Rangers The Movie, Been To San Franisco, Scotland, Hong Kong, Langkawi and Good Ol M'sia/ Penang, Hated a Guy For Texting me almost everyday of my life, Cried My heart out Nites on my House Hdb Staircase, Cried Myself To Sleep Cox of heartAches, Convinced myself that I'm not and Never will be Loved EVER, realized My family will never ever be happy again for the rest of my life, despised yet still love my parents, created endless artworks, Wanted to be a Chef But turned into and artist, Gone to Sleep in One Place and Woke up in Another, Worked at four Places But Come Back to Delifrance Cox i miss it BUT NOT Anymore, Cried For People I Haven't Met and Miseed Like Hell, Cried Cox I Know I Will Never Be able To Please Or help Certain people in my Life, Cried Cox Life's Unfair, Been Councillor And VP or Executive Committee, Leader/Director/Actor of Drama Club, Photographer(and still Am) From MultiMedia Club, Stolen a Brooksian Blazer(It's Still With Me), Cheated On an Exam And Didn't Get Caught For It, Lied endlessly, Been a Bitch, Backstabber, LIAR, Murderer(ok that one overdramatic), Had a Dog, Hamsters, Cat and Fishes, Enjoy the Chat Of my part Time BF Syzwe Shukor, Hated Everyone Who's Ever Insulted me Cox Im Homosexual, Loved Everyone that's Ever Insulted me Cox i'm Homosexual, Almost Got Caught Acting or Being Like A Homosexual, Feel Stupid for Telling everyone I'm a homosexual, Proud That I'm a Homosexual, Remixed countless Numbers of Songs, or Rather about 20 Over, Played in a band as Keyboardist, Play The Piano by Ear, Played the Violin, was in Swimming Club, Was DAMN FAT once upon a Time,Always Admired Guys With Compassionate Hearts, Flung a Chicken Wing across the Table, Seen A Friend Fling her Chicken Wing Across the Table, Met and Knew a Bitch That Was The Bitchiest Bitch ever But SHE'S MY BITCH, Seen ppl constantly Tug their Friends Ears Saying "BAYEEEE SIMI SEHHHHHHH!!!", Gone To MOS for An Underage Party, Drank And Mixed alcohol and Gone Woosy (but Not Drunk I assure u I knwo my Limits), Fallen in Love with The Guy Sittin Next To me In class(u know Who... He'll Kill me If He sees This LOL), Been Carressed by a Girl And Shrugged It, been Kissed and Asked to touch a Drunk Girl(I DIDN'T I SWEAR TO GOD) but she kissed me anyway, Cried For days Cox of my first Broken relationship(he'll never love me but I'll always Will.. He Hurt Me Soo), Gone to DisneyLand, Seen Fireworks With the Best Of friends, Kissed And never Told(till now), Met Guys with hearts Of Gold(but i broke those Hearts='[), Been Cheeky, Been Shy, Been Every Gal's Guy, Danced, Acted, Painted, Spoken, Debated, Trusted, Lied, Broken, Killed, Revived, Remixed, Colored, Dyed, Photographed, Relented, Covered, Seen Things that You've only Thought Of In Your Wildest Dreams, Touched Things Unheard of and even Cleaned...(don't get That Part Either), Wished For Good Things for Everyone I've Met(I really have), Prayed For Their Losts, recollected their facts, Kept Track on Dance Events, Wondered And Tattered, Even Felt That This Blog Entry Didnt't Really Mattered..
BUT MY POINT IS...
not that I Needed to Pee In my pants,
Be Gay, Insult my elders or be Retarded,
It was To Let You Know
How Much i've Grown And Thru All the Pain
That I've Recovered..
And if U EVEN bothered to read all this, it's Not Enough..
TILL you read this last part...
Thankz So Much..
I love Friends Like You.. Or Maybe your My relative...
In any Case, You've Been here Reading Every Line Not Being Comparative...(I Hope So)
But Lastly and Leastly,
And this is True Blue..
I Can't Thank U enuff
ILoveFriendsLikeYou
V'ZeuLKiD
(I really Love you)
{/SUPER FAINTS --
Sunday, November 25, 2007 ( 9:23 PM )
All I can Do Is stay at Home the WHOLE DAY and Pout... talked to Mel, Talked to Alif, Talked To Hynyf, And Raihan and Hui TING and OMG SOO MANY PEOPLE... and I TELL U GREG is SUPERRRRRRRRRRRRRR BORED.. i wanna GO OUT LA... OR HEAVEN'S SAKE cox if im nto playing my PS2 its either chatting with my beloved friends or arguin with mom that she cook s too much ARGH... I NEED FRESH AIR... and Good COMPANY... omg i might turn into HIM...
See Video
HAHAHAHA Yes i might Turn IntO HIM LOL IF I DONT GET OUT SOON
V'ZeuLKiD
{/Sigggggggggggggggggh --
( 2:24 PM )
Feeling Superrrrrrr BORED TODAE...
last nite wasn't a complete bummer now dat i come to think of it at least got time to get out of the home and relax with friends..
Muiz Ur Guy is Cute but If he's always that moody go find out why.. dont let him get the better of u kaes.. U my Bro hahakz.. lOL..
HynyF advice.. Check the Dates and Get the Contacts to confirm the event next time LOL.. anyways.. I took some pics and went crazy ytd.. here they are..
I Just love the Scenery ona coool evening Breeze.. I Just Wish I could Somehow Have spent it with u that nite..
V'ZeuLKiD
{/Thank GOD U can't See This Title I LOVE NAZMI FURBZ TO BITS ARGHH!!!! --
Friday, November 23, 2007 ( 5:43 PM )
Hey Guys,
This is A song i Made For My friends radio competition Hope it can get good review and win me them Tickets LOL... ahahkz
Ok Next these are photos of my Next Few Art Works From Term 2 My Projects =]
And That Concludes my Artwork For Term 2 And Semester 1 Ahaahkz YEAY... can u believe at One Point I wanted to Give UP LIKE TOTALLY GIVE UP ..... Can't believe i managed to pull All of These Off YEAY.... hahakz..
Lastly Here's a Little Note I want to Make on my God Parents.. Debbie and Patrick...
I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM.... And... I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE THEM.... =]
Here's the Card Godpa made for my bdae that's coming soon =D.. 18th 18th 18th.. YEAY... cant' wait...
GODMA U SNEAKY DEVIL (she's the One who added in The "... darling!") Ehehehehe!!!!I'll be happy if i get 100 wishes on that day If Im lucky LOL.. that's one of my dreams to be wished by at least 100 People for my bdae.. and yes It's never happened to me before..except maybe for my first bdae la Which I TOTALLY CANT REMEMBER LOL!!!!!AHahakz
Till Then I wish you all luck with the festive season coming up and Present shopping for X'mAs.. if u happen to celebrate it and lastly...
I Still think of u each and everyday.. (shows that I do Like u from my heart)
V'ZeuLKiD
PS enjoy the rest of the Remix =p
{/Feels --
Thursday, November 22, 2007 ( 6:49 PM )
Hmm Just Blogging.. I'm Gonna Miss 1F if we were to separate.. but till then we need to get out and about .. lets all go Somewhere during the Hols Like Outing And Enjoy OurselVes... =]
OH YA and Mine and Hui Yan and Clement Bdae All Combined Into The Steamboat CelebRation on Friday.. 30 NoV.. so mUst Come OK.. OK ... smile =]
Alrite.. Take Care..
V'ZeuLKiD...
Ps.. SAying I Miss You is so Cliche'.. I'd Rathe say... I Miss Your Gentle Aura...
{/The DAys of Sane InSanity --
Monday, November 19, 2007 ( 11:32 PM )
Loving Life TOTALLY... SO FUN.. Joining a new Crew.. Spending my time like Learning to Sit up Str8 And meeting new ppl everyday... and rite now everything is going according to plan AND THAT'S JUST AWESOME
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO....
but even if things dont go our way then it's ok just pic ourself up rewrite the mistakes we made and go back to being the one true person we wanted to be and that's What I am the WRiter of my Own Story...
and I love Syzwe, Ayie and FurbZ EsPECIALLY for making my life so special... the little things u say and do eveyrday they just make me feel good in the end THanKZ
Btw... ayie you can come collect your barang2 anytime...
Syzwe when are we going to snuggle....
FurbZ Cant wait to Dance with You in The NEw Crew..
Alrite i'm Going to Slp rite now WISH me LUCK for 3D and BAsic Tomorrow.. I love YOU ALL and THANKZ... THANKZ SO MUCH for MAKING MY LIFE SO MUCH WORTH LIVING
Even you who are reading this Blog.. ur Making my day rite now so i want to see u smile...
Ur not smiling yet.. Smile really close to your computer screenn =D
AHHAha
take Care And LOVE
V'ZeuLKiD
Ps... I didn't see him for 3 Days and I miss HIM LIKE HELL ... I Can't wait To see you
{/Well I popped it --
Monday, November 12, 2007 ( 1:21 AM )
What can i Say About Today... I really Enjoyed the Company... =]
Got to see Craig, My mom's Classmate from the Past... met up With Ayie.. Saw Owen and Omella
Wahahaha overall i really Enjoyed Today...
And another thing I made Salmon Canapes that Rocked only three left after the dinner haha ... That's like 3 out off like.. 18 i made wahahah Cool la... anyway only three people ate so.. that's abt 5 per person taken eheheh....
LOL...
Plus me and mom took abt three too hahaa
besides the Yummy Makan, There was definitely another positive aspect to today.. MY NEW SOFA BED.. thanks to Uncle Craig... really cox of him i got soo much more to be thankful for in life.. and here , this bed is another one of them.. Foam Matresses Oo La La.. So comforting.. anyways.. I really wanna enjoy the end of todae witha nice nap on my new bed.. i'm off to the workshop tomorrow to get my products done and hopefully, at nite... i can save my print making work... =] so in overall i wanna be a good boy and enjoy my rest of the tutorial week =]
soo many smiles todae.. i really enjoy... smile..=]
Hahahahah
Dont knw why though
oh ya btw.. i talked to hi todae again.. I know I really like him what can I say were just somewhat similar... just need that time to be able to feel the feelings that blossom...
I'm Glad I met U.. even if we don't become Lovers, I'm glad I know A person like you (my heart seems to be ricocheting inside myself with joy)
That was wierd...
LOL
V'ZeuLKiD
{/Love my Bee --
Sunday, November 11, 2007 ( 1:06 PM )
I just woke up today anticipating the day ahead.. I know that I'll be meeting with my friends to help me carry my bed... And also, We'll be Having Dinner together... yeay... So Happy... Can't wait...
New Bed Now Next Redecorating.. Guess all my room makeover dreams are coming true.. =]
As each day goes by, I wake up in the morning and realise How Happy I am to know u... When will u know ...
V'ZeuLKid
{/Super StressED CAN!! --
Saturday, November 10, 2007 ( 12:27 PM )
Have to complete 5 more Projects For school Assesments... And it's Like In ... 7 Days.... Time.. ARGH........
Only Completed Photography and History So far.. and there's still a Long Way TO Go...
My Basic Drawing and Figure Drawing are still blank but the Ideas are Floating in my Head as I type.
And My 3D Design will be Done latest By Tuesday
My Clock for Design Process Is Almost Done just need to Cut the Acrylic piece and get the Gear and Battery System...
My Last thing To get Done will probably be Printmaking but It doesn't matter as long as I get it Done by this coming Sunday...
=]
Still haven't found the Two people to help me out with my bed on tomorrow.. Btw I'm getting a Sofa bed... (from my Uncle) this is my room now...
Haiz.. sometimes i wonder why i bother to help people out so much... caring is my weakness I guess.. But sometimes i Just don't get the help back.. not that i Expect it to be returned But a little Friendliness back never kills... =[
Well on top of this I had a talk with my part-time bf last nite.. he told me to make the first move with that other person... and part-time bf even staked a claim that he senses feelings between people and that our feelings (both mine and the other person) are mutual... I never thought of it that way before...
I just Hope he's rite i'll take ur advice for now Syzwy.. I'll just keep seeing him till whatever Blossoms.. The romance, the fireworks... Whatever comes first... And if it does happen i'm glad I had a bf (although part-time like you)...
Muackx to Part-time Bf...
Love
V'ZeuLKiD
PS... I long for you more than the flowers long for the sun each morning of each Day... ='[
{/ --
Sunday, November 04, 2007 ( 1:03 AM )
I really ReALLy REALLY Miss him.. SOO MUCH
I really wish he was by my side..
I really wish I could tell him how I feel
I feel so shy every time I'm around him
Oh .. How the sound of my beating heart yearns for his presence
But sometimes...
I feel that i'll never have a chance with him
I'm not desperate..
I just need to be with him..
He makes me feel like no other ....
He makes me so happy thinking of him
I just want him in my life...
Him and No One Else..
V'ZeuLKiD
If we; Should be getting under
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; But it's Empty
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; But it's Empty
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Zee
{/archives --
watch me waste my life away
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{/credits --
designer DancingSheep
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
now playing
Some Random Muses, As Mentioned
The Link to
My Photo Albums
V'ZeuLKiD's Picasa Web Archives
`(<--- Coming Soon the Works of Art I've been Promising --->)`
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
{/Digitized Beloveds --
my virtual barang
now playing
Some Random Muses, As Mentioned
The Link to
My Photo Albums
V'ZeuLKiD's Picasa Web Archives
{/Gregografika --
grieverez productions present
`(<--- Coming Soon the Works of Art I've been Promising --->)`
{/Play at My HeartStrings --
... For A Better Feel ... With Me ...
