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Saturday, April 21, 2007 ( 1:42 AM )

Its like 1:41 in the mornin and im replacing rose tomo(or rather later in the morning) for work at 7am... wow i guess this will be a speed record... anyway

I know wad im gonna do tomo morning..

Im gonna get up shower shave.. my Facial hair OK.. haha
then get my clothes on and style my hair before heading off to work and then I'll be replacing my poor bitchy daughter rose cox she's got a fever and headache.. she pester me till no end sia... i kept saying not free cox really not free but kecian ... so in the end i replace her till 12.. then i gtg... ahaha...

anyway .. after that gonna catch a dance comp at nan chiau primary school entitled... Smack ThaT!... dance comp... but seriously they should rename that school cox.. argh.. i cant pronounce it without it sounding like lanjiao... ugh... i hate the slang ... oh well...

anyway..

I've not been updating so often ... cox im tired at home and out here and there.. not feeling like bloggin the gg out part...

ok so I've completed my game today... command and conquer Red Alert 2... it was fun... i like the ending the russians are cowards hahaha... the russian general was caught with his pants off running away from the allies hahahaha... cool FMV... next i'll play as the bad guy...

Haiz...

i feel schooless... CANT WAIT FOR NAFA TO START .... ARGH....
but ironically, i feel nervous...
What if i dont do that well i mean ...
I feel unconfident cox i know im not the best artist on earth but I got potential...
Right? RIGHT?

UGh...

Just wish that it would go fine... sometimes I look at the lives of others and envy them and yet feel like u hope to be them... take for example Alif or Owen.. they've got a good life.. to me it seems they're enjoying it... why don't i feel like im enjoying mine.. hmm..

I miss the old me... the REaaLLLy old me... when i was younger and so giving... before i turned bitchy but fun in sec 3 ...i was that friendly kid that didnt look at all like i'd score the popular gerls in school (not like i do now anyway hAhaKz), I'd help anyone out even if they'd turn out to be the biggest slimeballs on earth... and I wasn't the smartest kid ... but the most bright one and fortunate... wait..

I still am.. i still have friends and a family and a house to go back to.. So what am i missing that makes me feel this way...

I kinda feel like Izzie rite now...

Lost..

G.

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