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Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty

{/SHadows --

Thursday, April 26, 2007 ( 11:30 AM )

U know sometimes how u can feel like your living in shadows...

IT could mean
ur living in the dark
or ur living in a dark period of ur life
or it could be that ur living in someone's else legacy
or find it hard to live in someone's legacy
OR even mean that u are literally living in a dark place...

But for me, sometimes it feels like im livin in the shadows of my past
and im livin in the shadows afraid to do somethin i always wanted...

I think what i need right now is confidence...

Im pursuing dance
i wanna be a good dancer and not the one which used to shake here and there
I want ppl to see me differently
I want sooo much to be in a grp where u can see me as a part of somethin bigger
I wanna be someone
I wanna be something
I wanna make myself and whoever is reading this post proud of me

That's my dream..

and With that said..

I think some action must be taken...
No more procrastination

G.

{/ --

Tuesday, April 24, 2007 ( 11:16 PM )

HAHAHAHAHAA ROFLMAOz
(Rolling on the floor laughin my ass off)

{/i was HiGghh --

Monday, April 23, 2007 ( 2:36 AM )

have u ever wondered what i get up to when im high
and out of control

wel wonder no more this is a little sample of me and owen and omella at the smack that competition..

we created our own after party LOL and it was AWESOME......

TOTALLY AWESOME

G.

{/SMACK THAT --

Sunday, April 22, 2007 ( 12:01 AM )

OMG.. i just had an awesome time at smack that...

The DAnce COMP WAS AMAZING
I mean the atmosphere,
the ppl...
and definitely the crews....
AWESOME...

got to talk to lots of frens like fadli, shahrul, syahril
HAHA FINALLY..

and said hi to furbee too..

hehe...

saw some ppl that didnt see me haha like ruth and ayis
and qie and fie.. hahaha rhymes ... oh i think i saw a'an.. if im not wrong..
haha anyway...

I really loved it the best part is was it was in a primary sch of all places...
like.. wtf even northbrooks cant do something that cool man...
hahha a sch that sounds like a boys private part has a better atmosphere then u...

haha

ohk so anyway bottomline is me owen and omella really enjoyed ourselves and.. i think i mite really really find myself gg to join one of these groups i mean.. wow i realli love these guys.. realli alot.. no matter what they are callled...

D'max, Sphyntrix, D-5 or even just D... hahah i lurve em and will never stop supporting them... u guys realli surprised me when u said it onli took u two days to come up with that routine.. It wasntt the greatest but let me tell u ... If 2 days gives u that routine... then id be shocked at what you can come up within a month..

U guys are awesome... and i got to catch fhunkie stylerz, Phat Inc, Karmasutra, Lush and even Stlye Methodz... in action and style methodz won.. like wow... they were good... but the whole damn thing was too good ... hahaha except the food la dat part can be really improved lol...

HAhHahHA ....

but i went crazee when it was the dance clubbing jam time... wow... speakers were gg boom boom and mah heart was gg thumpa thump thoom... and i felt like screaming dhoom dhoom... hahaha dont light this fire though i got no fire extinguisher... AHAHAHA laME.. haha

ok ok

but as u can see im all cheered up from my bad moood so de bad parts of the week have come to past.. and im freee and easy... weeeeeeeee

Free to be me.

G.

{/Sad Sufferin ... death --

Saturday, April 21, 2007 ( 2:38 AM )

{/Just another post --

( 1:42 AM )

Its like 1:41 in the mornin and im replacing rose tomo(or rather later in the morning) for work at 7am... wow i guess this will be a speed record... anyway

I know wad im gonna do tomo morning..

Im gonna get up shower shave.. my Facial hair OK.. haha
then get my clothes on and style my hair before heading off to work and then I'll be replacing my poor bitchy daughter rose cox she's got a fever and headache.. she pester me till no end sia... i kept saying not free cox really not free but kecian ... so in the end i replace her till 12.. then i gtg... ahaha...

anyway .. after that gonna catch a dance comp at nan chiau primary school entitled... Smack ThaT!... dance comp... but seriously they should rename that school cox.. argh.. i cant pronounce it without it sounding like lanjiao... ugh... i hate the slang ... oh well...

anyway..

I've not been updating so often ... cox im tired at home and out here and there.. not feeling like bloggin the gg out part...

ok so I've completed my game today... command and conquer Red Alert 2... it was fun... i like the ending the russians are cowards hahaha... the russian general was caught with his pants off running away from the allies hahahaha... cool FMV... next i'll play as the bad guy...

Haiz...

i feel schooless... CANT WAIT FOR NAFA TO START .... ARGH....
but ironically, i feel nervous...
What if i dont do that well i mean ...
I feel unconfident cox i know im not the best artist on earth but I got potential...
Right? RIGHT?

UGh...

Just wish that it would go fine... sometimes I look at the lives of others and envy them and yet feel like u hope to be them... take for example Alif or Owen.. they've got a good life.. to me it seems they're enjoying it... why don't i feel like im enjoying mine.. hmm..

I miss the old me... the REaaLLLy old me... when i was younger and so giving... before i turned bitchy but fun in sec 3 ...i was that friendly kid that didnt look at all like i'd score the popular gerls in school (not like i do now anyway hAhaKz), I'd help anyone out even if they'd turn out to be the biggest slimeballs on earth... and I wasn't the smartest kid ... but the most bright one and fortunate... wait..

I still am.. i still have friends and a family and a house to go back to.. So what am i missing that makes me feel this way...

I kinda feel like Izzie rite now...

Lost..

G.

{/The Political Undertakin --

Tuesday, April 17, 2007 ( 3:41 PM )

ok this will be my first ever organised arguement blog...

Here's the story

A group of graduates from School X went to
School Y to help out an old teacher establish a Club
This Club was already pre-existing in the graduates ex School

So they decide to carry the love of thier craft to this new school
partially to carry on thier passion
and partially to bring the passion to future generations...

In time, they helped set a bond between the students of school Y
and finally helped thier teacher achieve her dream to finish establishing the Club

And in time the Students in Club Y blossomed into friends and the club was officially formed

A touching story isn't it...

UNfortunately it doesn't end there
and, it doesn't end happy..

The Graduates from School X were heard of thier accomplishments
and the School X was not happy that they did not want to help out with the existing Club back in the School....

Sadly, there were many arguements from School X towards the graduates
and despite thier Helpful guide and past acknowledgements from their previous years at thier old school, they were reprimanded...

It ended with the School X not giving the graduates the chance to tell them the happy half of this story and rather gave the graduates themselves a sad ending possibly not being able to return to thier fromer club in thier former school to see such happy endings again...

G.

{/Sad Story --

Monday, April 16, 2007 ( 11:00 PM )

Here is a sad story written by me...

I remember once many years ago
there was a rose

It was just like any other ordinary rose

It bore scarlet red petals,
definitions in its patternted curls,
the bright green stalk,
the sharp but delicate thorns,
and it also had that fresh aromatic scent
every rose bears

But, it had a story
a story to tell

No one could hear it tell its story
because no one paid attention to it
not a single soul

Why?

Just because it was a flower..

And no one bothered to spend thier days
talking a stroll along the bright
fresh-kept field that it resided in

It was the only flower that stayed there
no other trees or plants grew near it
except for the grass that lay beneath its leaves

But the grass never spoke to it
and neither did the birds that flew over head
or the earth worms that crawled beneath its roots
nor the catepillars that chewed upon its leaves from time to time

As the days turned into nites and the nites into days
the little rose continued to age and slowly it grew
and grew and grew

But with the misfortune of no one
being able to hear its story
and sadly
it died...

Many years later...

A boy by the name of Greg went to that field
that same field
where the rose once grew
and he laid his head to rest on the soft grass
after his emotionally challeneged day
of having to cope with his problems

Off course being many years later,
the rose was no longer there
but...

While he gently laid himself to rest on the luscious lawn,
and slowly closed his eyes,
to cast away the cruel world,
a slight breeze flew by and whistled into his ear

And...
it almost sounded like a poem...

...
..
.

The rose

The years have gone
my soul to keep
may lights from heaven
bring this traveller to sleep

May the winds feathered breeze
bring you comfort and peace
just like gentle doves
that hold mistletoe wreaths

As you lay down
to take a rest
I would like to bring you
a small suggest

Let it rain or shine
I pray you this
may you spend your time
with love in bliss

For after death
nothing matters
no pain or sorrow
no joy no laughter

Just pure nothingness
awaits you deep
so spend your time awake
worth sleep

...
..
.

An original story by

G.

{/WAhaha --

( 1:09 AM )

ok there dear devortents

the play of Intrigue went fantastically well and I am sooooooo proud that it did
you that fuzzy feeling you get inside after u help someone and do a good deed ...

thats what i felt..

and boy did it feel great ....

me owen omella and rose went to ChiuToh (925) to makan after the performing with our make up still on hahakz and ejoyed some western foood ..ooo lala... lol

anyway after that headed home in a courtest cab hahakz thankZ rose omella and owen lol.. my back was aching... dunnoe why.. oh well

anyway after all this todae all i did was chat online install the first decade of Comand And Conquer games on my com.. so lots of entertainment to have with me for another few months weeeeeee.. hahakz

and then spent the evening with friends chillin watching spongebob and playing wiht rose's two dawgies
pebbles and hazel.. whopeee... we met les there after and jazzy and omg.. HER HAIR IS REEEEEDDD... argh...

hahakz wow talk abt... o_O ahahahahaaha

oh well poly already mah hahakz let the red out...

like i said...

jaz will be red

Owen Orange

Grego green...

YEABABY

STOPLIGHTS... HAHAHAHAHAH

lol

okok

let me just end with a vid i really enjoyed

what goes around comes around u know...

so this is a vid from uglly betty which has the perfect bled of the music and the show but its sad so... feel the mood...

other than that .. im still hopin to find the one.. one day... Just like Betty hopes to find hers

G.

{/Bored --

Thursday, April 12, 2007 ( 5:38 AM )

Dead tired and crazeee im awake until like now and its 5:38 on my computer.. wtf

argh

anyway i did it

Yes (gesture of punching air)

TRiumph... not the bra brand btw lol

hahahaah anyway i did the script went to PH todae and did some acting and staging the cast is cool i think Ivan is a dive that should listen more talk less ... and Debra Rawks... hahakz.. that gerl Sylvia is so timid but i can tell she's got potential.. hahakz if she can find it in herself.. weeeeeeeee

okk some of u mite think im crazee talkin crazee nonsense which u probably dont get.. anyway

I MISS Jermaine and Sean my son and daughter and all the other little children.. haha
omg i sound like jacko whacko hahaha

ok actualli i like michael jackson.. sorry for the disrespectx.. u mah niggar... ahahha

okok listen up i swear whil im typing this my eyes are screamin SLEEP FOR GOD SAKE AND STOP KILLING ME ...

well then i shall leave u with some nonsense i found on the net...

ladies and gentleman

I give U

Syphilis (Promiscuous Spoof) LOL

well thats all for now.. more updates coming soon oh and btw... for anyone interested in catching out performance,... its on, at and during...:

Venue: Presbyterian High School
Location: Opp. Yio Chu Kang MRT station that big school that looks like a church haha...
Time:7.15pm( so BROOKSIANS can still come after Speech Day) LOL!!!
Price:$10,$20

Go for the 10 dollar ones la hor.. okok... OOOK... hahhaha

anyway im getting at least 100 dollars worth of people to go ok so i have som contribution here already got 40 dollars worth so 60 left hahakz... hope to see u dere... and i gurantee u WONT be Dissapointed.. argh

G.

{/Some repurcussions --

Wednesday, April 11, 2007 ( 12:29 AM )

Hey all

Sorry ive been not bloggin for soo long....

and U'VE NOT BEEN TAGGIN....

:'(

well ok here is some randomness while im plannig to start

an answer to miera's tagg...

I'm TAGGED

Garrrrrr I'll get u fer this u Varmin....

or is it Vermin.. ala spoil the western cowboy mood already...

Hahha

anyway

My 6 idiosyncrasies

1. I bite my Nails

2. My jaw is wide open for fly hotel vacancy.. Anyone interested.. LOL good rates...X.X

3. I have a sleeping disorder.. EYES WIDE OPEN WITH SCARY SOUND DISORDER... (EWOSSD)... HAHA

4. Staring at guys and making maning sounds to scare ppl ard me

5. Watching those shows which make me wanna tear up the evil people that seem to keep triumping over the good ones..

6. I tell U NOW... stay at least 50 ft from me or else u'll end up getting new shoes/slippers... hahaha I alwaes step on ppl that walk infront of me... what can i say.. UR SLOW!?... LOLX

6 people to do this:

Alif, Tricia, Christina, Syzwe, Xin Hui, Shizari

HAha GOOD LUCKzzz....

anyways...

I've been helping out prebyterian high school for the past few weeks in thier Syf/ Drama Presentation and with our schools on SYF too

I loove U guys...

The MOST outstanding Drama Club ive seen .. well compared to us.. hahakz...

anyway... i salute u guys from turning from debate o drama and enterin syf all within 3 FREAKING MONTHS....

Applause...

ok silence...

Hahah

ok SO anyway here are some of the hardworking logos that me and mrs chia spent hours the day before coming up with them till the next mornign..

i feel bad for her she is putting soo much effort and she wont get paid extra or anything either...haiz sad...

BUT I LOVE HER... The most dedicated mother and women award goes to her... and endless accolades...

yeay

okk gtg

im tired and beat and im performin in thier presentation as A NURSE...

male or female i dont know yet... but i scripted the piece out so.. if u wanna know abt it... read my blog after 14 april or COME WATCH IT

tickets are priced at 10 dollars per person and its a chance to catch me owen les alvin and min hui in action... Whopeeeeeeeeeeee....

COOOOOME COME WATCH.. and possibly see me in a dress...

...

no comment

{/I wish I was Apart of you --

Friday, April 06, 2007 ( 12:03 AM )

Haiz...

sometimes an emotion or a state of mind can simply be deduced by the momentary gasp of a person or the small sighs of uncertainty, stress or lethargy...

As such when I said "Haiz..." it means something along the lines of " I'm sooooooooo tirrrrreddddddddddddd... " and ass youu can seee form mmy typing my woedrs seemess abt slugish and kindaa very very sickening......

hahahakz but seriously after spending four days and three nites away at chalet i'm dead beat so i'll blog all abt it when i get some pics and i'll tell u the main highlites alritey... btw I wanna thank one person in particular thruout the whole chalet... thanks Morier... I really wish I could repay you somehow... and till I find a way too... I will keep on thinking of a solution to make you happy and not disturb you animore as i did in the past.. =]...

And soo... Be BACk sooN... in the meanwhiLEZzzz
Happy good Friday to all christians and Catholics alike ...
and Happy Easter... too.. may u getr many bunny rabit eggies and LOTS AND LOTS OF Chocolateyssss

G.

{/Farewell... FOR NOW ONLI OK.. --

Monday, April 02, 2007 ( 12:54 AM )

Well my dear frenZ

won't be bloggin for the next few days

soo feel free to tag and catch up with these few pics ....

Its of my life and how its progressed...

Some People i Realli miss ...

And Some Moments i'll never forget..

and (with Tears IN my eyes)

Something i want to say...

I realli love you guys....