i called this pic .... the special class...

a special class of people and a special class above the rest....

really miss all the fun times... but it was definitely fun while it alll lasted.... =]

so anyway back to the present... i was at fizah's hse and had fun... i was waiter... practicing my skills to go back to delifrance.. wakakka... shafoooooo... plan to go back in november around 24th like dat...

den [aiyo alwaes going oit of point...giler sey ku] hahaa ... fiza mom cook a lot of nice chix... and we ate and beehoon and tarts and cookies and sambal and fishball... shiokn onli Sia.... phew... den we were like watchiong this reallii effed up show called... CHAI LAI aNGELS....

literally ...it was damn fudging funny..,.. i was like laughing tilll my tears came down and my stomach hurt... damn it im laughing my heart out rite now... wahahaha... gosh shit

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ok sorry i got hysterical... okok... phew.... deep breaths... fooooooooo foooooooo..

okok... haha.. done... ok.. so after the crazy thailand spoofed version of CHarlie's Angels... we were each given a goddie bag from hafizah.... sooo cute seh.. small bag with lots of ol treats... hahah... i wont forget u fizzy.. wakaka... den afta that we took lotsa lotsa fotos... and... i don have any... wakaka... ok i know damn lame...

den i wann say that rose and kim are the greatest frens to ever have haha... two bitches and two nice personalities...wakaka. and thier moms.. like damn fuunny la... after fiza hse went to jalan2 with rose and dem ... we went to makan at food court... and den went backk...

i am sorry for ur lost gui.... :(...
a moment of silence please for gui's grandma's passing...

HUGS... don worry gui.. she is in a better place now... and remember ... she is allways there watching over you... and protecting you.. just like every grandma loves thier grandchild... ur not alone in this world...

=]

ok... nak pergi la... i need to go do art...

Dear sayang,

i wonder if ur aware that im posting my feelings here for u to see... its ok if u're not .. but i sure wish you were... sigh*...

i wish i could undo every wrong ad turn everything backwards... and make things rite between us... i wish that i could be helping you get to the hospital when u were having ur appendix problems... i wish i could got to the dance floor and see you there working ur ass off to get to thru the auditioons...

If onli.. we were a true thing that existed... but i cant say 'we'... or 'us'... cox there is no 'we' or 'us'.. i dono now.. i jus wish... i wished you would call me... and we could talk ... and it would be like old times when we were all together and laughing and having good times... listening to de cafe music... and lipsyncing... and watching ur dances at the different venues.. and competitions... i would give anything to be with you... even my life... i said that before.. i remembber .. in my letter..

...I WISH....

you would just lie here ....

if i just lay here...

would you lie with me...

and just forget the world...

[living each day has been hard without you]

wishing .. upon every star...for u...

~gReG~