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{/I HAVE THE BESTEST DAD IN THE WORLD !!!!! --

Friday, September 22, 2006 ( 8:59 AM )

Well...

ACtualli i was being totallEe sarcastic back dere.....

I have the totally worst DAd tht any kid could ever dream Of...

Let me show u his FavOUrite Topics Tht Come OUt Of HIs MOUth...

- Everyone is out to get you so trust no one
- There is no such thing as a Good person
- Friends do not exist
- Work hard for what you want cox the world is full of ppl tht hate u
- THe Chinese are NOthting but... The Malays are all Hypocrites... the INdians dont know how to ..... (( Well BAsically he thinks tht every race SUx.. inCluding his own RAce ))
- NO one is rite... EXCePT HIM...
- If something wrong or bad happens in the house... its never The DAds FAult... onli twio culprits...
- I've been hit by him for doing nothing at all b4...
- I work hard to get results thati could never get... What does he say... YOu always doing below wad i expect of U.... WHY DONT U DO IT...BITCH...
- I Showed him my results to N lEVel... i was top 4 btw... YOU WANNA KNOW WHAT HE SAID... " Hmm ...Ok..." .... I MEAN C'MON.... !?!!?!?!?
- If u dont do well for your exminations, I will confiscate your [ .... ] ((FiLL in the Blanks with something near and dear to u...))
- YOur mother is a Stupid Woman/Idiot/Brainless person/Sicko/Whore/slut/etc...
- I WILL NOT PAY FOR AN ACTING EDUCATION

AND THE LAst AND MOST STUPId tHINGs

- If You Don't get Enough Marks For a POly Education... I AM NOT PAYING FOR ITE...
- Life is Never Fair

So people dis is de kind of father i come home to every single Day...

All i want to do is grow up and do well for my exams and not be the person he is ... ppl like him dont deserve to live or breathe... ppl like him end up lonely and desperate...

Do you know what he said to me today at 8 45 am jux b4 he left for work...

"HEY!...If U Leave Your computer Modem On again...I'll confiscate it...And...Your Alwayys on the Computer...Computer..Computer...Computer"

WELL YOU KNOW WHAT PEOPLE...

MY DAD iS ON HIS DAMN COMPUTER FROM 6 PM to 3 AM everyday when he reaches HOMe....

And den he sleeps for a few hours and wakes up to the computer at his office every morning...

TALK ABOUT A HYPOCRITE....

well my dad is definitely THE WORLDS BIGGEST UNDISCOVERED HYPOCRITE EVER...
HE tells me things that i shouldnt do and then the next day he tells me the same thing and tht its good for me to do it.... WHAT IS THAT????

I mean be sure of what you tell me lah Doi.... GOsh... Why don't you build a computer into my freakin brain and Shove in all your Stupid EfFin' life Philosophy's .... DUMBASS...

UGh

All i CAn do is wait for HIM to DIE DIE DIE..... WHy doesnt he die sooon ...he's already a bloody aged freako... DIE GAWD DAMN IT.....

UGh....

I feel So disgusted having Him as a FAther... I want to KEEL HIM....

I miss the days that he would come home and the whole family would go down for dinner together... and then i would see my mummy and daddy kiss occassionally showing their affection...not the SL kind la...i mean the peck on the cheek kind...

Haix.... Tht never happen now... its jux... me alone..or me and mum.... or me and dad... never the family....

its been like dis almost my whole secondary and half my primary life... they used to fight and fight and fight... and den ... NOW.... the dont even talk to each other.... its like the only time i see them talk is when they are like passing the house phone to the each other to say "Call for you"...

Haix...sadness...
=(

well that's why i need friends...they are the onli true family i have now...

I can't live alone...

[Even The Strongest of Bonds may Break]

~Will I ever Enjoy such precious moments again~

~gReG~

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