I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
Grego, 19, Single
28 November 1989
Indian -- [Malayalam - Sinhalese]
Eurasian -- [Peranakan - French - Japanese]
NAFA, Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts
Visual Communication [Year 2]
He loves Dance
Hip hop. Contemporary. Locking. Reggae.
and Music
Pianist. Violinist. Recorder.(duh!)
But also a self-taught Remixer
His Passions also include
Photography
Doodling
Youtubing
Manga
Anime
Otaku-er
Enjoying Being a Dancer
from
ASC All Saintz Crew
& NDC Nafa Dance Club
He was definitely Born under a Star
of very good Fortune and Luck
as to the reason why
he's be given
a chance
to be
by
the most blessed
of Friends
Malays. Indonesians. Pinoys. Eurasians. Japanese. Thais. Mixed Races.
Gelato. Ice Lemon Tea. Soybean. Japanese Italian Turkish French Western Cuisine.
Adidas. Toki Doki. Body Glove. Skull Candy. Elements. Converse. TopMan.
Milk & Dark Chocolates. Imported Candies. Home Made Cookies & Cakes.
Animals. Stories & Fairytales. Final Fantasy. RPGs.
Friendship is my Ultimate Drug
O' School's Intermediate Hip Hop Classes
Sk8ter Shoes in PURPLE and GOLD
Modified Playstation Portable Slim/Lite in Deep Red/Lavender/Matte Bronze
SKULLCANDY Designer DJ Headphones
Final Fantasy Dissidia The Greatest Final Fantasy of All-Time
To Compile my Portfolio by 2009 End
GPA Average of above 3.5
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty
ok ok .... im not doing surgeryy on a hit tv show or anything....
hhahahahahah...
I wanted to chat with you guys about a day tht i had a few days ago...
OK
here GoEs...
It was tuesdae..... and i was awake with a searing pain in my throat... my body wanted to yell FUCK THAT STUPID THING IN UR FUCKING NECK....
cox my throat was a blistering pain in the neck.... literally
So... i didn go to school and went to get an MC.... and guess wad... i founf out... the very same day,... 13 of my classmates were skipping school too .. some cox they were sick but most of them bcox they were sick of school.... haahahah,.... Thx to OWen... he called me... and Then rose called and asked me wheter i wanted to visit my sick friend.... in hospital...
ok chill la
my throat is acting up again... brb
gonna get a soda...............................................
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
much better.... by the way ... ahhhhhhh means relief... and AHHHHHHHHHHH means screaming cox i saw u.... lol....
anyway....
where was i ... excue me while i scroll u p to check where i left off...
OH ok... so after the doc's appointment,... i went to meet rose... we went to OUTRAm all the way from yishun... jux to see our sick darling lili... aka my bro FADli...
hahaha
the poor guy ...
i was shocked tht the guy ended up in hospital onli after one week after his dance group's successful audition at dancefloor.... the previous post.... read it.....
anyway... the guy was like helpless
so poor thing... he was in block 5 ward 58 room 26 bed 9 ... and ... oh rose was wearing a dress btw...
OK OK.... SKIIIIIRT.... hahahha i love her reaction whenever i exaggerate about her clothing and sense of fashion.... but seriously... i need to freaking concentrate on the story here... hahahahahahahha....
OK....
so we went into the room and ther were onli SIX ... count em... 6 beds... so why is his bed no 9?????
whatever
i tot doctors would be much more smarter...
so de first two faces we saw were fadli's mum and ...(i think) ... fadli's mum's fiancee... so the two gave a "well leave u with ur frenZ" smile... to fadli as he gave them a smile ok....
so we chatted.. and laughed and fadli groped his pillow on pain... as rose started "manja"-ing him.... u know treating him like a big baby and getting all cooshi cooshi cooo..... hahahah... he then complained to her tht his side was pain... and all the laughter wasnt helping
his surgery took place the previous nite... at 11.30 and i think he said it lasted quite a while... maybe an hour or more... ouch... then the guy has all these sudden shick feelings... poor fella....
they have to give him some stuff thru tube and it was so OUCHIEs.... errrr.... he went for an appendisectomy... i think.. he said he felt pains two days before at 5 am before he startd fastinf and dat he couldnt take it then he called his friend who suggestd he go to the hospital... they brought him to A and E and then thruout the day prepared him for operation...
HIS aPPENDIX BURST.... OUCH.....
a dancer having hiis appenddix burst.... sssssss... damn.... u must feel like u lost a muscle or something... like there is a hollow space or somethign... thank god u dont need it ...
So he had to endure a day with out water and pain... and then bla bla bla.... i donno much... hehe... den i and rose got our sick friend chocolate crunchies and threatened to eat it in fornt of him as he still couldnt take solid food yet... hahaha... ok...i promise not to scare u like dat again... awe oso met a work friend of fadli... waliao... the guy is hot man.. and i think he is either bi or gay... definitely... me and rose were winking to each other the whole time in tht room and fadli was like .... wad wad .... hahahah.... nvm boi.... its ok... were All queer... hahahaha...
me and rose went to China town and chilled out at a small coffeeshop stall selling " the best " chicken rice as rose said... i tot it was ok.. for a bog bowl of soup for two, two plates of rice and a heaping plate of chicken and sauce.... it was 9 buckeroonies.... ooo did i mentin there were dumplings in the soup as well as greens... goshie.... ok la kinda ex... anyway after tt we took a walk to the nearby atm to do some drawing... and not the colur pencil kind... after getting the other type of greens 'aka money' , we headed back to yishun for a ice cream treat at deli... =].....
so we stayed at delifrance bistro for a while listening to the ol cafe songs on the music system [roses cd btw]and i was having my strawberry burst ice cream with rose and she had clamari rings which were as she described and as it looked .... HARD LIKE RUBBER.... ewww...
literally ... they looked and were definitely lousy pieces of rubber tubing painted white and shrunk down to the size fpr bite size meals.... YUCKs.... after tht we met up with owen and his dear..omella...they were out.... at popular..den me and rose said our goodbyes and parted... after tht la...
over the next few days nothing much happened in school... except getting back all the failing results...
i got this for my subjects....
ENGLISH ---- C5
MATHS ---- C5
Comb SCIENCE ---- C6
Comb HUMAN ---- C6
ART ---- C6
MALAY ---- E8
BIOLOGY ---- ???
STupid mr MAk went for reservice and no one has even uttered a word of biology results to us.... soooooo freaking STOOOOOOPID... to think they would actualli get him to come back at least one day to go thru the damn paper maybe.... F*ker....
o btw... i won some stinkin file for making some long overdue suggestion in schhooll which they didnt even take into place... hopefully they do next year or something... tHOSE FREAKING SCHOOL JERKS....
suck on my assssss... you buncha HoookERS.... hahaaahhahaa....
anyway.... i didn mentiion anything abt school name or wadeva so if u try to take me down .. bring it on... dumboZ...
hahaha
after all this all i can say and feel is lethargy... phew... i jux onli finish dancing... and am chilling and wrinting this blog... i thikn im getting sick of the blogskin....
note to self change blogskin.... smile =]
so i guess soon, u will get to see a whole new blogskin and a whole new me... smileZ....
do tag me and thX once again for reading this blog... MUacKz... btw .... do check out the dance video tht i shall embed onto the credits page on my blog as a sign of the dance floor audition which fadli entered... oooohhkaY....
tk care
[Creativity is made from within and not learnt]
The Group D'max at current
Well Its that time of the year again!!
A BIG HAPPY BDAE MR OWEN TAN JUN LIANG...AKA NEMO...
hahaha
my bro is all grown up... hugZ... alredi 17..now left me... smile :D...
OH but cannot forget the aniversary of ONG KAI and SHI BEi... hahahaha.... and christmas boi RonalD... hehee....
Awww i love bdaes.... OWEN U bETTER TELL ME WAD U WANT AND DONT SAY To KENA PIA........ its not funny...
EArlier after Singapore IDol FInale of the performance show.... i met up with owen and les... for supper.. les was wearing this HOT cap dat he alwaes wanted... like camo style ... u know the army army mat style hat..... haha... anyway ... then we three were in the bus and les was talking abt this movie he went to see.. abt ghost or smthing... and den the father rape the daughter and the ghost needed the company of japanese soldiers and they people staying in this aprtment were all haunted by nightmares and the ppl had to come home to the aprtment b4 midnight if they wanted to live... ahhah... dono la... i onli caught glimpse of wad les said..., hahaah....
anyway after tht we walked down a sidewalk and came across this couple on the way to the coffeshop... hahahahahHAHAHAHA....
I Made a comment out loud about the gal... and the guy having sex...SHIT...hahah.den OWEN THE IDOit purposely blurted out... OH YEAH BANG HER BANG HER... hahahh...
wadda helll THEY STARED AT US Ok.... ahahahaahaha.. we jux walked forward pretending nth happened and den after a while away.... we three burst into laughter...ahhahahaah.... we talked and chatted .. while i had caught OWen's dumb flu and was sipping my hot milo... and the other two were snacking away at thier plates of the best selling CHIONG PANG Nasi LEmak... weeeeeeeeeeee... i heard it has gr8 taste in the rice and sambal... but i don tink its halal... so sad.... i didn have it though...
hehhee....
anyway my flu went away with the last gulp of milo... and i went back home on 171... while owen and les went back by 800... then later, i heard owen and les went to a fitness corner or smth tochat awhile... ooo guys gossiping... [ im starting to feel that they are a forbidden and secret couple ] ... hahah kiddinx... well then... after awhile i heard les left for home and so did owen ... and les left owen witha bdae nipple pinch ahahahahaha... first 17 year old swollen nipple...hahahahahahha... nice one les...
and den i called and talked to owen .. abt art deadline and to wish him...
I feel jealous...
OMeLLA got OWen EIGHT Presents...
1. a pack of freshly home baked cookies
2. a wrist bracelet for men
3. a ring
4. a fragrance for men called inspiration.. or someting like dat...
5. a orange adidas jacket..WOW...like talk abt expensive..
6. ORange and Black Shoes...dat looked sooooooo COOL (was shared by some friends)
7. A tailor made tee shirt made and desgned courtesy of omella and her mom...
8. A powerpoint Presentation in a Cd... See Below
WOW ... i want a boifren like her....HAHHAHAHAAH kiddinX... its jux a benefit tht owen has such a girlfriend... but what i realli think is tht the best present owen could ever have for his bdae... is someone like her... soooooooooooo LUCKy....
haIX... sian ... OWEN lemme have her for my bdae can... for me must be 10 presents ok... smile.... ur budget $1500 can.?.... HAHHHAHAHAAHHAA LIKE I aM OH SO EffiN kiDdinz... hahaahaahahahahahahahahah
anywayy..... i feel Hady performed the best for the finals... but i knoe jon will win.... don stopp voting ppl.... there are two lives here tht need to be changed.... i cant wait tii hear those words which go..." and SINGAPORE...YOUR SECOND SINGAPORE IDOL IS...."... I wont sae ...hehe wait later kena Jinx...ajahhhhahaa.....
okok
very late liaox.... got to sleeep tonite...
REMmeber i still miss u... and i will alwaes support u dere
[ Jux Fly me to the moon and let me stay among the stars ]
~ U Can BRing Me Anywhere with ur Love ~
~gReG~
OH mY GAWD .....MY PRAYERS ANSWERED......
My Friend's group is in the running for Dance floor... SO COOOL right.... YEa man....
That is sooooo GreaT.... WOW... I'm Like So freakin EXcited LA....
AhahKZ
Eh D'MAx... GooD JOB.. IM SO ReAlLi Srry i didn make it.... I wish i could ... I would have loved to see u guys perform man.... :D...
FANTASTIC FANTASTIC...... u guys are in.....
I dono why but even though i jux onli knoe u guys as friends... i am enjoying hearing tht u guys got in.... WOW.... hahahah... THe WORDs D'MAx is IN....
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
.......oh my goodness.... im tooo high... heheheheh... hahahaha...
OK i knoe what u ppl are saying in ur minds while readin this... SHUDDUP...HAHahahahha....
KO u win....
hahahahaha....
Singapore IDol is on in a few minutes... cannn u believe tht it was like Mar and APr when Idol AuditionS STarted and NOw... THE SHOWDOWN... AmAZING isnt it....... WOWZa....
HADy VErSus JonATHAn....
Well I guess MOst OF Singapore HAs the same thinking as me... JONathan is gonNA win....
BAsicallY its all politics lah... as what everyone is saying around me... NOt biased ....I mean to come to think of it, its logical tht a Chinese will win this year.. cox taufik is last years idol ... and the idol being hady this year means like another "taufik"... but whatever the outcome... idol is idol... and whoever wins will be based on talent.... hopefully... remember ppl...vote tonite and tomo for the SINGer... not the WeiNEr....yup .... NOT tHE WEINER.....hahahahaa...
'looks good and taste good but ... is made of all the unwanted parts..........'
AHAHAHHAHAHA....
Well ANyway...
Here is my take on the top two....
Hady is a person like the guy next door... not the best in looks or the coolest kid around... but defintely has the heart and the potential there... the idol blossomed into a pro and now is on the undenied road of fame and talent.... this guy will definitely be heard out there so don miss him.....
HAdy also has the singing voice capapbilities in being a versatile singer... he rarely chooses a bad song... and even when he does, he can pull it off to make it a good effort.... HAdy Onli needs to relax i feel and learn to go with the flow
JOnathan has the experience as a singer and performer... he can captivate an audience and clearlyknows the dos and donts in enetertainin.... he definitely will be propelled in the music industry in future entertainment and remembered alwaes....
Jonathan has the X-Factor and the Potential to entertain any audience... his unique low voice has indeed a powerful qualitised tone that captivates and enshrouds whoever hears him into an other worldly trance... Jonathan onli needs to learn to factor modernization into his art and bring the new styles into his performances....
Ah well thts enuf criticising... SMiLE....
I am totally tired out after reorganizing my cupboard... man i knew i was a fashion disaster in the past but really ...OMG i can t stand all the cartoony clothes and the wierd plain and dull boring tees.... YUCKz... BLEAHxxx.....
Well anyway gtg IDOL Starting SOon...Its currently 6.49PM btw and oh... i was informed of the Dmax triumph by three ppl... 1st Shahrul, 2nd Alif and 3rd FAdli.... Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....
AND THANK YOU ALIF... FOr TEAChing ME TO bLoG SONGs.... WEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....
FINAAAAALLLY... i will get the song on my blog asap...aitex peepZ.....
LOve...
Tk care ... IDOLX is ON...Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee
[ I Keep ThIs FAmiLy ClOSE TO MY heart ]
~ Where do you keep yours? ~
~gReG~
Current tune....
[ Shake ]
{ Pittbull }
Wads the happs...
nth much jux woke up... and stuff... btw some gr8 news ... an old friend of mine and my cousin is entering THE DANCE FLOOR COMPETITION
my cousin's got her own hip hop group... GD LUCK VALERIE... wooooooohooooooo
and my friend is fadli... he is entering with his dance group... Dmax...
this group i've known for almost a year now... hehe... and all i can say is that i support them the most no matter what...
They are all realli great.. if u dont mind guys i put ur pic here ok..hehe....
You guys also are apart of my life and help me to realise that i myself am interested in dance... hehe .... well thX to fadli lah...he intro me.... to knoe u guys... cool lah.. i met up with some nice ppl... like shahrul and sidek and faizal and alif and the gerl who was very the nice to me...ape nama die... ala i forgot... damn... sorry issit pan.. hehe.. i hope so ... and den dere is fie and maz... haiz.. i miss you all.. but they now got different groups... Sophisti funk... and ... SkMF....
But i will alwaes remember u all as one group of friends the close friends from last time to know... hehe... nice and fun ppl... and don think i forget tht time i ton at fadli hse... hahah... someone put something in my nose... yuckz... ewww den i woke up... idiotZ....
hahaha
ah welll
GOOD lUCK U GUYS hope you can make it all the way....YOU GUYS RAWKZ...
so i wooke up today and have sworn to help a friend get over his fear.. hope tht goes on smoothly... next is... i have a new little brother
i dont have many of those... hehe... wei jie
from 1 D...
hehe
cool.... damn im social... hahaha.... ok ... ppl thX for enduring another entertaining story...
Good Luck fadli and Good LUck Dmax and Gd luck Valerie and GAng... rooting for all u guys... haha.... HAve a Gr8 day and eNjoy
SAYONARA..... 
[ Friends ... for life... ]
~i think i got my good side from this picture hehee....~
~gReG~
ok
here is a short version....
I was at home doin nth and soo owen asked me out...
went out with owen, naz, rose, and kai....
Kai WORE SHorts... hahahaha... damn funny looking...
we were all wearing a nice going out clothes and he was like a giodano tee and oe shorts and slippers
nvm kai we still love u... but we dont love ur fashion sense....hahahahhahaah kiddin LAh...hahaa
We went causeway...
WAtched this DAMN nIce show....
Basically a Show that reveals how guys think abt girls and girls think about guys..... so ladies get ur popcorn and men get your notebooks... hehehe...
after watching the show, i lead owen and kai on a trip as my two babies while the moms [ naz and rose ] went to do their thang.... hhahaha... wadeve dat means... lady stuff la...
So me and owen and kai went ard the whole of causeway browsing here and there.... converse, 77th street, MJ Junction, S & K and IP ZONE... i jux discovered they were combined... and then we went X craft.. and power 9 .... phew... and tthen Omella called and finish sch or training...so faithful tan went to pick her up..okok... Sweet couple necessties... ooo full on jealous atack.... hehe...kiddin...im haveing a bitch fit here....
so then we met up with nazirah and rose at delifrance and said a wave to risma and went.... hehee... Risma works there so we decided to drop by... heheh....OWEN SO BLUR... can pass someone waving at him.... AIyoh he soo pai seh..... i have to drag him back for him to notice her.... ahahahaha....
den we took the train bid our fare well to owen, kai and naz... then left... me and rose decided to go somewhere cox we damn bored...
SO FUN...
well actualli we were stuck at first cox we didn knoe where to go and we were on the train passing bishan... and i was like chat chat chat... and then at braddel... rose said" um didn we wanna go bishan.."
AHAHAHAHHAAHA...
so we decided to go far east.... hehe den we chat in the train and saw a cute malay gay couple and this malay matt guy tht was like totalli dono how to use eyeliner... hahhahaha.... and soon.... we reach liao.... hehe..
we went to far east and i intro rose to this 
FRIED CHOCO MARS BALLS ...YUMMY .. we had choco ice cream and den we got lost in far east eating it .... hahahah... STUPID MAN... we were like walking in the first floor main space in circles and den we realised oooo we were HOOKED...... i mean its CHocolATe.... CHoCOlATE ICE CREAm... ChoCOLATE SAUCE... and ....... CHAOCOLATE MARS with CHEWY CHOCO outer shell and CHEWY CHOCO inside.................
CHOCOLATE SEX... as rose said....
i made her an addict... oh no...
hahahahahahahahahahaa
so den we went to isetan to makan LinnEr.... [ Lunch and Dinner ] :D.... hhahhha
Rose had a Quesadila from TAco Bell and i had a 2 pc chicken meal from KFc ... and there was this guy tht kept asking for dination so .... i felt bad for him ... since he was soo down- looking.... miserable... i went to draw money and gave him 5 dollars... ok ok ... my friends would say im generous... but i would say tht is the least i could do.... smile u pretty bOI... hahhahaa.... so anyway....
we chatted and ate and chatted and ate... until we burssted.... NO LAH... until bith our brains was full of chat crap... and our stomacks were full of food..hehheeh.... so den.... we walked back to far east... AGAIN.... and thi time we did some window shopping and i bought some speakers in the end... it tell you... i cannot go wondow shopping without buying something....hehhee...
Rose oso lah... she bought this silver angel with wings of jewels ... for abt ... 3.90 and said her sis rebecca gonna be jealous..cox she got smth similar for like 15 aussie dollars...hahahhaha tooo bad becca... smile....
ahhahahhahahaa
den we went shopping up and down the floors of far east.. until i tell u we could draw u a map.. ahahahahaaha... but we didn soo tooo bad... hahaah... ok seriously we went into this cool shop... tht sells chocolate bath soap and clock gears and old model haouse phones which are actualli hand whone earpieces... and belts with flashy lights tht will show ur name like a billboard... but are small and compact.... ahhahhaha... BUT the Worst part was tht.... I mistaked wad i tot was dolls in the shop for DILDOS.... and Guess wad dey looked like dolls lor... OMG..... ahahhaa
ROSE Enjoyed making fun of me.. i felt so bloody pai seh... lah.... hahahahha so in the end i left the shop dizzy ... hahah shows tht i have an innocent mind.. as rose pointed out to me dat dey were dildos wen i tot they were dolls .... hahahhahaha..... so we went home after tht with our new toys and... we visited deli along the way.....
Ps ppl at delli still think Rose and i are togeda,....... AHHAHAHAH de biggest laugh ever.... Aunty alice srry lah... u tink too far... so anyway... i said hio to NAz and Fizal and baby and met Azmi and Na... two new stuff... hahhahaha .... enjoed my day....
Oh yeah we met an old friend tooo... called jeremy.... 
Hahaha yes yes.... urf still the Joker my friend... he took our no's like de police officer he is and said he will contact us... hahha school friends lah wad to do... he is jux doin his job...
AHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH
so i leave u with the few fotos of my new toy tht im in love with and a pic of me b4 i started my day.... enjoy peeps.... hhehe.... and tk care... love u alll ...
SO in love with my baby
HAHAh thts all folks... heheh... tk cae.. once again... i must say it many times cox i mean it... hehe
OH and Thx to Rose, Naz, Kai and OWen for a Good day.... and too my NEw Bro Wei JIe... take care and to MUiz ... the answer is yes....
TK CARe..... >.<
[Jux cox i look tht way doesnt mean u feel tht way]
~ ME b4 my day started ... i knoe yuck... ~
~ srry no time for an after pic.. i was rushing... cox. Late... hahah ~
~gReG~
Well...
ACtualli i was being totallEe sarcastic back dere.....
I have the totally worst DAd tht any kid could ever dream Of...
Let me show u his FavOUrite Topics Tht Come OUt Of HIs MOUth...
- Everyone is out to get you so trust no one
- There is no such thing as a Good person
- Friends do not exist
- Work hard for what you want cox the world is full of ppl tht hate u
- THe Chinese are NOthting but... The Malays are all Hypocrites... the INdians dont know how to ..... (( Well BAsically he thinks tht every race SUx.. inCluding his own RAce ))
- NO one is rite... EXCePT HIM...
- If something wrong or bad happens in the house... its never The DAds FAult... onli twio culprits...
- I've been hit by him for doing nothing at all b4...
- I work hard to get results thati could never get... What does he say... YOu always doing below wad i expect of U.... WHY DONT U DO IT...BITCH...
- I Showed him my results to N lEVel... i was top 4 btw... YOU WANNA KNOW WHAT HE SAID... " Hmm ...Ok..." .... I MEAN C'MON.... !?!!?!?!?
- If u dont do well for your exminations, I will confiscate your [ .... ] ((FiLL in the Blanks with something near and dear to u...))
- YOur mother is a Stupid Woman/Idiot/Brainless person/Sicko/Whore/slut/etc...
- I WILL NOT PAY FOR AN ACTING EDUCATION
AND THE LAst AND MOST STUPId tHINGs
- If You Don't get Enough Marks For a POly Education... I AM NOT PAYING FOR ITE...
- Life is Never Fair
So people dis is de kind of father i come home to every single Day...
All i want to do is grow up and do well for my exams and not be the person he is ... ppl like him dont deserve to live or breathe... ppl like him end up lonely and desperate...
Do you know what he said to me today at 8 45 am jux b4 he left for work...
"HEY!...If U Leave Your computer Modem On again...I'll confiscate it...And...Your Alwayys on the Computer...Computer..Computer...Computer"
WELL YOU KNOW WHAT PEOPLE...
MY DAD iS ON HIS DAMN COMPUTER FROM 6 PM to 3 AM everyday when he reaches HOMe....
And den he sleeps for a few hours and wakes up to the computer at his office every morning...
TALK ABOUT A HYPOCRITE....
well my dad is definitely THE WORLDS BIGGEST UNDISCOVERED HYPOCRITE EVER...
HE tells me things that i shouldnt do and then the next day he tells me the same thing and tht its good for me to do it.... WHAT IS THAT????
I mean be sure of what you tell me lah Doi.... GOsh... Why don't you build a computer into my freakin brain and Shove in all your Stupid EfFin' life Philosophy's .... DUMBASS...
UGh
All i CAn do is wait for HIM to DIE DIE DIE..... WHy doesnt he die sooon ...he's already a bloody aged freako... DIE GAWD DAMN IT.....
UGh....
I feel So disgusted having Him as a FAther... I want to KEEL HIM....
I miss the days that he would come home and the whole family would go down for dinner together... and then i would see my mummy and daddy kiss occassionally showing their affection...not the SL kind la...i mean the peck on the cheek kind...
Haix.... Tht never happen now... its jux... me alone..or me and mum.... or me and dad... never the family....
its been like dis almost my whole secondary and half my primary life... they used to fight and fight and fight... and den ... NOW.... the dont even talk to each other.... its like the only time i see them talk is when they are like passing the house phone to the each other to say "Call for you"...
Haix...sadness...
=(
well that's why i need friends...they are the onli true family i have now...
I can't live alone...
[Even The Strongest of Bonds may Break]
~Will I ever Enjoy such precious moments again~
~gReG~
HI AgAin,
OK this title was inspired by HArry Porters CAndies and sorry...there aint no such thing as peanutbutter and chocolate sodas...(LIke Huge MAjor DUh!!!) I'm now watching KIds central's TV commercials...Wait oh no...its KC double Dare...:)... i think the guy thT PLAYS leNNY WITH THe big EArS is Like totally HOT... hehehe oh ...my goodness whats wrong with me.... oh yea and nOw is DRAgOn BOOster....im like suach a KID Lah...!!!....
SmILEz.. :]...
IM like curently stuck halfway completing my PrelIm aRt ... ~thru the Lens~ is the topic... haixxxx... I heard EvE and Veron are doIN it too... and Now im doing it.... CRaZy Ol' me... haha
I want to finish on time but somehow i think that would be IMpossiBle... But I wiLL try... i have had dis constant feeling of complication on my mind... like i did something terribly wrong for my whole life..or maybe its that feeling where you have a lot on ur mind and the world seems heavy... yea its tht second feeling...
SorrY for not blogging for a while ...i have been havINg my prelims in school... i confrim with u guys that i am going to get more than 40 points for prelims... im serious... wait and see ok... but anyway i promise to u guys that i will get at least a range of 15 to 25 for my o levels.... for 6 subs.... im doing this for myself and u ppl.. so hope for the best la....
aside from thAT, im going to study with rose, jaz, nazirah, and some guys today for geog,.... and i am bringing along a friend... his names MUiz... so were all going to jux hang and chill and at the mac near the A & A... ....
PS i Need to STop procrastinating.. its time consuming... and stupid... Duh....well its b'fast time.. so seee u guys soon and will be back when i'm free...weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
[Unleash your Potential]
~i WAnt Soo MucH to release my true Self~
~gReG~
HElLo...
Well the usuALl...schOol started again..and first thing on first day... MotHEr TOngue PapeR....haiZ....siCkneesss in my StoMACh.... BwaCk... altho i havE to admit the papers were easy but i Was out of shape...hopefully i PAs...(with the generous giving of a miracle)...
Yabashagaroooq
O.o
And so on...
Oh Yeah..i wanted to mention this the other time..but I somehow forgot ....
I was watching thIs movie called I am Sam...
I can't believe it...
I cried...
Basically its a movie about this mentally challenged guy...who has the thinkiN and understanding of a 7 year old not knowing much about the world around him...
He works at a Starbucks and stuff lah and he got this HOmeless woman Pregnant Somehow... so he has a Child ... BUt Sadly thruout the movie, he is treated like a Literal Retard...i h8 ppl tht do tht....
ppl who think tht they have every rite to judge u based on the way they see u...they dont take the time to look into ur heart and see the true person tht u are and have alwaes been... Pheww...i guess i put myself into his daughters shoes...
Anyway the daughter of this guy is called LUCy and he is SAm... so Lucy grows up to be this bright and young girl with a strong mind and awesome maturity...and den one day the social workers take them away from each other ... so SAm tries all in his understanding to get her back thru a Court trial ...but Fails...
Lucy gets to a foster HOme ...and poor Sam and his lawyer played by MIchelle pfiefer i think..yeah..and dis lawyer learns form this Sam guy in some way..and alsO gets thru the MAjor probZ in her life...from a guy with a low mentality, HE sure did help a lot of ppl...
Sam moved in to the neighbourhood where Lucy now stays with her Foster family...Lucy is still strongly bonded with her father...She doesnt give up on him and he never forgets her.... Sam den changed his working quarters from the Starbucks to the Pizza HUt close by his new home so he could be closer to the daughter he loved soo much...
ThiS PArt made me Cry...
The fOster parents tried their best to let LUcy get accustomed to leading a normal life ... but she jux couldt do so with them... She ran over to her dad's hse every nite cox she couldnt sleep... and he would alwaes bring her back everytime she fell asleep at his hse...
One day he appealled for a more beneficial solution to be able to see Lucy more often and the ppl around him were preparing him to lose out..
UNTIL...the foster mother reallised that it was jux not right.. she went to Sam's hse in the middle of the NIght and brought a Sleeping Lucy with her... she told sam all the while crying how much she loved that little girl and would do anything to make her happy ...but she could not make her happy but that truly the onli way the girl would be happy was with him...
tears rolled down my cheekX...i stopped a moment to wipe them off..i was so emotional...something that movies dont make me feel normally... this show definitely tugged at my hearstrings....
wellll soooo i'll get some pics of the movie online and till then live happily ever after...
yawnzzzzz soo tired..its awreadi 230am and im up with my Social studies and Biology papers tomorrow...??? Suicide...
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[A Happy Image does not mean an inner PEace]
I'm falling on the INside...
~gReG~
I regret to inform u dat todaes Entry will Be short aNd sweet... cox i gotta RUSSSSsssshhhhh.. ;) So anyways, i was up all nite ytd doing my art till about 5 am... den i desparately neede to nap...sometimes i feel like nite is day and day is nite
My mind seems disoriented..i wanna stUdy for my PReLims which are coming around de corner...But i feel Sooo dang StressEd out with aRt...I have a Lot on mY mind... i wish i had someone out dere who woulld help me calm and cool down..and remind me to relax and take things in my stride...
No matter how much I tell mtyself...i seem to shut myself out from myself... CONfuSing Huh!!?!
Well.. dats how i feel... sincerely... i am jux out of touch with myself...sometimes i feel i see a stranger when i look in the mirror..cox i FranKly Don't knoe wad dat person wanTS....
HaIX...sadness...
aniwaes do TAggy waggy on my bOardie shmordie... aka..TAg ME LAh...
Here are some pics of how i develop my artWork...
First Few DAys With My BoardY wArdY...
JAz ...NOT UR ARt...heheh
I was @ Jaz's Hse helping Her Out
Haha..DAts NOT MINE...-.-?
Developing LAh hor...
STillL DEveLopING..
WOI...CAnt TAHan ah I say STILL DEVElOPONG RITE...
AhhahKz... YoU Chin ACT CutE AAGaIN..
He will say"... Where got... I'm cute ok..hehehe"
I sWEAR I'LL MUrder Y.C. Someday..and Sell His art AwaY..lIke in those olD shelock Holmes type Movies..hhehehe... -.-!
OWen U Are SuCh A Faggot... ( PSst Psst..check oUT zHenGKai in the BackgroUnd)
Liao Ah?
haha...Naz..CLOse UR MOuth...
Doing Art at HOme...
LatEst PutCome..Hehe..MEee TopLEss...Ewwww..
WEll This Is it Soo far..
OKok gtg Im going To Eat NOw..Damn dAdsJux dont knoe how to wait..PAtience..i mean C'mon..haIX.... he's like literarily pacing around de hse waitn for me to get readt to get lunch with him...????
I dun care..gonna bunr a hole in his POCket...OFf tO gety STEAKZ...bye bye..hehe
[ A Dilemma of A Stolen Identity ]
Will I Ever Find Mine?
~gReG~
!!!!! SHOWTIME !!!!!HELLO Dere,
GAWD GUYS...I Crashed a Party... and NOt JUX any party...It was the CalviN KlEin mODEl Fashion Show...WOWza.....
Basically the day began like dis..
[3pm]
I went out to meet my frieND MUiz ... We Went shopping at spotlight PLAza SINGApuRa and i got blue yellow and brown paints and Green and aqua Blue feathers....gawd damn EX man Feathers and paint...come up to ard 28 or 29 dolllrs SiaH...
Im Broke... -.-!
Aniwaes after the Shopping...
[4pm]
I brought MUiz tHruout OrchaRd and Intro'd him to HeErEn... hahahah... He Doesn't get out much... Nvm...I enjoy'd bein Ur tour Guide .... Also MAJOR MAJOR thx for lending me ur phone... MY BATT ran Out...i was like stuck on SurvIVor Or smth...NO phone= NO LIFe......
MUiZ Keep Me INformed On Ur PRObz...i'll try my best To Help U out AiteZ.... And Gd LLuck TellINg HIm .... Sheesh Actualli in my opinion...he seems unreasonable to some extent..... U agree?..well...aniway so srry was late... Stupid TraINz ...dey should ban the changiNg Of trains at BishaN... Hahahahah
Dun mind me IM crapping ard again...
So..after the meeting i Met up with 3sh....
well Actualli she met up with me...i waited for her almost an HOur and a Half... at the statIOn...this Small Baby was Like Harrasing me ....
But she was so oo cute the mother could do nth but smile...hahah.... CutiE...
So .... 3sh arrived...and we headed to Plaza SING AGAIN...!!!! damn...and den we went walking arouNd and catching up on life... 3sh is my dance baby... my asS shaker... the Bitch i need hahahaZ....
[6.30pm to 7.30pm]
We went Window Shopping...i mentioned dat my MUm ws a Lesbian when she went on abt how she was sooo in love with PARIS HILTON...hahah oh btw io still cant remember tht cheap CD shop...hahahaah...i LOve Rubbing it in ....and den wE met UP with Leslie...and Camwhored while we were eatinG hotDogZ at the BAsement...
LEs was sad abt some bastard gang dat confronted ToR and i guess i could sympathise to dat..im proud dat they didn start anything... SaLUte to TOR... weeeeeee... anyway...we were camwhring while talking abt the gerl staring at les.. and 3 sh was teaching us how to get a luV bITe...ugh... dan ...stOOOPid Man...hahahaa
[8pm]
WE den Went to THe Singapore National Museum...weeeee al the way camwhoring and chit chating... 3sh was doing an interview with Some guy for MTV...COOOL MAn...some fashioN show for Ck
BUT MAJOR BUMMER....
[8.30pm]
Leslie and i Couldnt get in coX we were not invited...damn.... BUt we went catching up on life...we walked thru city hall all the way to Peninsular PLaza..did some last min Shopping... and were talking abt our JOb experiences with each other...and how life was treating us...wow we chatted at this SpinELLi coffEe club for like 2 hours i think... Gawd.... we HAd some choco driNkz... wow didn know our lives were so interesting to talk abt ... we were den heading back to the place around 10:30 pm...
we got back and went relaxing for a whiles waitng for 3sh to come out and oh yeah me and Les found dis little pub area in the back of the national museum area... they was a baNd singing les's fave band song... MUSE - StarLight... haha niceness ..we were like totally sickos like those kids looking over the fence to get a glimpse of the band...nanananana... hehe...
Anyways, 3sh was so mean.... she msg les saying she was having a gr8 time inside while we were waiting outside... back at the national museum -.-!
Then she met up with us after her show thingy and she brought us in...
>>>>>>>>>>WE CRASHED DE CALVIN KLEIN AFTER PARTY<<<<<<<<<<<
This was the FUnny Part... we went IN and we were all like surrounded by beautiful models and Hot Dudes... And ALOT OF GAYS... i tell u de gay community in singapore is totally into the Arts Scene and THey are Filthy RICh... their cars are like FerARi... SuV's... GAWd hahhah....
dere was dis guy with like a Wierd greenish V-cut SHIRt and he was soooooooooo GAY.... he looked like he had a woman's CLeevAge..OMG im so serious all 3 of US were staring at him the whole time... Gawd...
U bet Ur rite...we CAmwhored de whole time... and de pics are with 3sh ..i was HOt IN the Runway...hahha... the thing was so awesome... and dis is the best quote of the day...
TRISH SAID WHEN THE BARTENDER ASKED HER....
bartender " what would u like? "
3sh " umm... give me three Cokes..."
bartender " ...err...is dat all... " (implying whether she wanted to get some alcohol in them)
THE FUNNIEST REPLY EVER....
3sh" ...um ...oh yeah...MORE iCE..."
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
wadda hellx.... O.o.... like Duh.... hahhaa...
So in the end we headed back at around 11.45 or smth like dat... yea...
[11:45pm'ish]
den we headed over to the MRt and met up with Hanief... they were so cute togeda in the mrt..HEhe...REmemeBEr CHocO NIef UR MINE For ONe NITExxx....hahhaah..den in the traIN..POOf ..magic... Yuyuan was there... heading home from some hyatt event i think..hahah.... wow wad a gr8 day ....
we talked and catched uup.... and stuff.. and everything is like cool with us..hopefully we can all like chill at chalet after O's...weeeeeeeeeee
Dere dONe ..dats my day on FriDay... pics of our day below...heheh...
Mee being an IdiOt
What Can I Say .... My FAggOTz..ahahKz >.<
Don WE ROCK ahaha
EARRGHHHHH...SHoOT ME!!!
While me and Les waited this was what was goin on INSide...
Who the heck is dat???
ape la U.... foto is as blur as u lah 3sh ahahahahah....
Wow I heard CArS were FAst...???... MOdeLZ aree FAster
WOn"t FOrGEt TOdaE
Reached home at 1PM and Fell str8 to sleep exhausted....
well this is the part where i fall asleep so NITEX... hehe ..
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
~I hopE One day dere will be one wif The PErson of MY DreaMZ~
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~gReG~
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